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Category Archives: Despair

Dark Night…

02 Wednesday May 2012

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Dark Night…

I remember the dark night,
Thunder shower and no light.
It was gloomy inside and out,
It was a real battle, Continue reading →

Waiting Chair…

01 Tuesday May 2012

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Waiting Chair…

I sit here with no regrets,
Beautiful memories,
That I cannot forget.
Never felt that  way, Continue reading →

A Journey Alone…

01 Tuesday May 2012

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A Journey Alone…

Years passed by and seasons passed by,
Kept trudging and stumbling on this barren land,
Then suddenly the moon rise in the sky.
It’s reflection fell on my sinking eyes, Continue reading →

The Shadow Of You…

01 Tuesday May 2012

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The Shadow Of You…

My heart kept hearing,
What you never said.
Without any reason,
I kept day dreaming. Continue reading →

A Thorny Walk…

01 Tuesday May 2012

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A Thorny Walk…

I was walking on this thorny soil,
Trudging through the desert.
My feet so sore, eyes so tired,
Didn’t know where to go, Continue reading →

Depth Of Solitude…

01 Tuesday May 2012

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Depth Of Solitude… 

In the depth of the solitude,
When the sun goes down.
You don’t feel any breeze,
Not a thing moves in the town. Continue reading →

Jealousy…

01 Tuesday May 2012

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Jealousy… 

There are some who envy people with jewels,
Wealth, expensive things, clothes and cars,
Some  hide their heart full of sorrow and scars.
They envy their neighbors and loved ones, Continue reading →

The Shedding Tears…

01 Tuesday May 2012

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The Shedding Tears…

The shedding tears from my eyes…
Stopped the rain.
The shedding tears from my eyes…
Soaked all my faded dreams. Continue reading →

Sadness Engulfed…

30 Monday Apr 2012

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Sadness Engulfed…

The intensity of pain is choking me,
The tears of my blood are all over me,
Walking on the broken pieces of my heart,
I can see the bruises on my soul as he parts. Continue reading →

Isn’t Possible…

30 Monday Apr 2012

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Isn’t Possible…

To forget you isn’t possible  any way,
I don’t think about you or remember you,
There is not any single day…
The magic of your love, Continue reading →

A Silent Cry…

30 Monday Apr 2012

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A Silent Cry…

Everything around me is all the same,
But it has been very long …
Never heard of his name.
He is gone and took away my soul, Continue reading →

Withered Away…

30 Monday Apr 2012

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Withered Away…

Still looking at the road he took,
To leave me to go far from me.
My eyes are stuck there with hope…
The cold wind which followed you, Continue reading →

Broken Button…

30 Monday Apr 2012

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Broken Button…

I took a walk to the woods where I lost you,
Kept searching for the prints of your shoes.
Seasons passed by road was covered with dead leaves
The rain seems to washed away your footprints, Continue reading →

Why? Why? Why?…

30 Monday Apr 2012

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Why? Why? Why?…

What is the purpose of my life?
What good I am doing to someone?
I have no answer, and want to know…
Why the bright sun never shine its light on me? Continue reading →

Silence Is Here?…

30 Monday Apr 2012

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Silence Is Here?…

It is a deep silence in the room,
Bigger silence is in my heart,
Ever since the day you part.
Tic tac tic tac goes my clock, Continue reading →

Be Together…

30 Monday Apr 2012

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Be Together…

I always have been making mistakes all the way,
And now I am sitting empty hands what to say?
I am shattered in bits and pieces now,
Using so harsh words for you, how could I have done? Continue reading →

Gone Far…

29 Sunday Apr 2012

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Gone Far…

Do not stand far and stare,
Do not laugh at me as I do not care.
I do not see the love anymore,
Not any passion in heart’s core. Continue reading →

Heart So Delicate…

29 Sunday Apr 2012

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Heart So Delicate…

Heart is like a delicate glass,
Holding tons of passions and fears,
It overflows when entangled in relations,
It shatters very easy and fast. Continue reading →

Kaleidoscope of Life…

29 Sunday Apr 2012

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Kaleidoscope of Life…

Till today I am still confused as to find out,
What is life?
Is it a pain, relief, fear, joy, happiness or terror?
In my mind if I close my eyes, Continue reading →

When Love Got Melted…

29 Sunday Apr 2012

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When Love Got Melted…

“It is said it is better to have loved and lost
Than never to have loved at all”…
I realized now after you left, how terrible I felt,
How lonely and empty I was when my love got melt. Continue reading →

Ruthless Bench…

29 Sunday Apr 2012

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Ruthless Bench…

The day is hot and gloomy,
Finished raining and the roads are still wet,
Thought of taking a walk,
Passed by the bench where we first met. Continue reading →

My Childhood…

29 Sunday Apr 2012

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My Childhood…

The world seemed to be very fair,
When I was a child, I never cared.
Everyone seemed to be a friend,
Every relation was love in the end. Continue reading →

Tell Me Who?…

29 Sunday Apr 2012

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Tell Me Who?…

Who is going to make me happy,
If you only left me astray…
Who would have made me understand you?
If you only walked away… Continue reading →

Did Not Find You…

28 Saturday Apr 2012

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Did Not Find You…

Got hundreds of pains,
Got hundreds of therapies,
But I did not get one cure, My love !
I did not get you… Continue reading →

The Tall Lighthouse…

28 Saturday Apr 2012

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Tall Lighthouse…

I am standing on this rock like a tower.
Have felt gusty winds and ruthless sea,
Managed to stand as sturdy as I can be.
Have a soft heart and shines as beacon, Continue reading →

Right or Wrong?…

28 Saturday Apr 2012

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Right or Wrong?…

Standing, baffled, alone and bewildered
Everything has shut down, not a soul heard.
The only thing I hear is my heart beat,
The flowers are unscented, Continue reading →

Timeless Wait…

28 Saturday Apr 2012

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Timeless Wait…

It is sunshine and a beautiful day outside,
Inside are faded memories and tears to hide.
There was once a beautiful home to stay,
Without any help could walk and find her way. Continue reading →

Moment Of Despair…

28 Saturday Apr 2012

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Moment Of Despair…

What happened in an instance?
My world became so dark.
Separated from you makes me feel,
As if separated from my own self. Continue reading →

My Journey…

28 Saturday Apr 2012

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My Journey…

My journey began at early childhood,
Never saw things like others would.
I would get pleasure from small things,
Could fly seeing the birds and have wings. Continue reading →

The Song In My Heart…

27 Friday Apr 2012

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The Song In My Heart…

It had been hard.
Many obstacles faced,
Many boulders rolled,
Many hailstorms hurt. Continue reading →

You Can Ask Me…

27 Friday Apr 2012

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You Can Ask Me…

How can you live your life in only one moment ,
You can ask me this…
How can you live your life in only two days,
You can ask me this… Continue reading →

Oh My Love!…

27 Friday Apr 2012

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Oh My Love!…

I cannot rest in peace for any minute,
Oh my love!
My heart is yearning for you every minute,
Oh my love ! Continue reading →

Wish You Well…

27 Friday Apr 2012

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Wish You Well…

We are broken, we are no more,
But you love, I never learned to keep the scores
I still laugh, I still have a fake smile,
With a wrecked and sore heart. Continue reading →

Different Faces…

26 Thursday Apr 2012

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Different Faces…

This old warp in time tells me,
I do not carry the same face.
A face so innocent of childhood,
Was lost soon with the adulthood. Continue reading →

Only…

26 Thursday Apr 2012

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Only…

Only one dream,
Only one hope,
Only one desire,
To achieve… Continue reading →

Defiance…

26 Thursday Apr 2012

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Defiance…

A stack here,
A column there,
Six shelves filled…
And yet the input Continue reading →

I Wish I Wish…

26 Thursday Apr 2012

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I Wish I Wish…

I wish you had a little more of me in you,
I wish I had a little less of you in me.
They say you get what you deserve,
With that logic, we could never be. Continue reading →

Different Places…

26 Thursday Apr 2012

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Different Places…

In dreams and reality,
A big difference lies.
We can’t escape from latter,
No matter how hard we try. Continue reading →

Bad At Writing Love Songs…

26 Thursday Apr 2012

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Bad At Writing Love Songs…

I live my songs in dreams,
I’d love it if your mine.
For thinking of you, Every single minute,
And I wake up crying. Continue reading →

Feeling Hopeless…

26 Thursday Apr 2012

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Feeling Hopeless…

All my dreams are gone,
They took off in the wind.
Just like all the songs no one finished. Continue reading →

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