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banner, dark, death, emotions, gleam, going, history, night, part, poetry, real, shower, thunder, wave

Dark Night…
I remember the dark night,
Thunder shower and no light.
It was gloomy inside and out,
It was a real battle, Continue reading
02 Wednesday May 2012
01 Tuesday May 2012
Posted in Despair, Love, Relationships
01 Tuesday May 2012
Posted in Despair, Love, Nature, Relationships
Years passed by and seasons passed by,
Kept trudging and stumbling on this barren land,
Then suddenly the moon rise in the sky.
It’s reflection fell on my sinking eyes, Continue reading
01 Tuesday May 2012
Posted in Despair, Fantasy, Love, Passion, Relationships
01 Tuesday May 2012
Posted in Despair, Nature, Self Reflection
01 Tuesday May 2012
Posted in Despair, Love, Passion, Self Reflection
01 Tuesday May 2012
Posted in Despair, Love, Mother, Relationships
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alone, battle, contented, daughters, despair, dream, envy, jealous, lives, love, loved, never, ones, people, poetry, poison, share, sons, sorrow, way

There are some who envy people with jewels,
Wealth, expensive things, clothes and cars,
Some hide their heart full of sorrow and scars.
They envy their neighbors and loved ones, Continue reading
01 Tuesday May 2012
Posted in Despair, Love, Passion, Self Reflection
30 Monday Apr 2012
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anymore, cry, desires, die, engulfed, feel, forbidden, happy, oozing, others, pain, poetry, torn, visible, walls, wounds

The intensity of pain is choking me,
The tears of my blood are all over me,
Walking on the broken pieces of my heart,
I can see the bruises on my soul as he parts. Continue reading
30 Monday Apr 2012
Posted in Despair, Love, Passion, Relationships
30 Monday Apr 2012
Posted in Death, Despair, Relationships
30 Monday Apr 2012
Posted in Despair, Love, Passion, Relationships, Self Reflection
30 Monday Apr 2012
Posted in Despair, Love, Relationships

I took a walk to the woods where I lost you,
Kept searching for the prints of your shoes.
Seasons passed by road was covered with dead leaves
The rain seems to washed away your footprints, Continue reading
30 Monday Apr 2012
Posted in Despair, Love, Relationships, Self Reflection
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always, annswer, care, companion, curse, friend, good, life, light, living, poetry, purpose, someone, sorrow, stares, tongue

What is the purpose of my life?
What good I am doing to someone?
I have no answer, and want to know…
Why the bright sun never shine its light on me? Continue reading
30 Monday Apr 2012
Posted in Despair, Relationships
30 Monday Apr 2012
Posted in Despair, Love, Passion, Relationships
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always, empty, gone, hands, harsh words, heart, hurt, insane, leave, love, mistakes, never, pain, poetry, promise, say, still, way, word

I always have been making mistakes all the way,
And now I am sitting empty hands what to say?
I am shattered in bits and pieces now,
Using so harsh words for you, how could I have done? Continue reading
29 Sunday Apr 2012
Posted in Despair, Love, Relationships
29 Sunday Apr 2012
Posted in Despair, Fantasy, Love, Passion, Relationships
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blessed, broken, delicate, drama, easy, emotions, entangle, everything, fast, fears, glass, hopes, passion, poetry, realized, second, shatters, stage, tears, unhappy, waves

Heart is like a delicate glass,
Holding tons of passions and fears,
It overflows when entangled in relations,
It shatters very easy and fast. Continue reading
29 Sunday Apr 2012
Posted in Despair, Fantasy, Love, Self Reflection
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although, around, broken, changing, close, colored, confused, dance, eyes, happiness, inbetween, life, losing, mind, minute, moving, pain, person, pieces, poetry, salvage, same, shattered, sing, terror, time

Till today I am still confused as to find out,
What is life?
Is it a pain, relief, fear, joy, happiness or terror?
In my mind if I close my eyes, Continue reading
29 Sunday Apr 2012
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better, blessing, bright, cannot, compassion, darker, feel, hear, lost, loved, melted, nights, poetry, terrible, voice, warmth, without

“It is said it is better to have loved and lost
Than never to have loved at all”…
I realized now after you left, how terrible I felt,
How lonely and empty I was when my love got melt. Continue reading
29 Sunday Apr 2012
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bench, complained, endless, fears, fine, gloomy, loved, mine, never, passed, peers, poetry, raining, road, tale, talking, tears, walk

The day is hot and gloomy,
Finished raining and the roads are still wet,
Thought of taking a walk,
Passed by the bench where we first met. Continue reading
29 Sunday Apr 2012
Posted in Despair, Love, Relationships, Self Reflection
29 Sunday Apr 2012
Posted in Despair, Love, Relationships
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always, away, blinking, both, bring, calm, dark, doors, each, fun, happy, make, ocean, open, other, peeped, poetry, shining, stars, tears, together, wait, walked, won't

Who is going to make me happy,
If you only left me astray…
Who would have made me understand you?
If you only walked away… Continue reading
28 Saturday Apr 2012
28 Saturday Apr 2012
Posted in Despair, Fantasy, Nature, Self Reflection
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alone, approach, beacon, boats, close, difficult, ever, far, have, hear, heart, light, played, plight, poetry, question, rock, sing, soft, stand, standing, stopped, sun, task, tower

Tall Lighthouse…
I am standing on this rock like a tower.
Have felt gusty winds and ruthless sea,
Managed to stand as sturdy as I can be.
Have a soft heart and shines as beacon, Continue reading
28 Saturday Apr 2012
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apart, dark, everything, flowers, hear, make, memories, night, poetry, right, standing, sunk, tore, unscented, word

Standing, baffled, alone and bewildered
Everything has shut down, not a soul heard.
The only thing I hear is my heart beat,
The flowers are unscented, Continue reading
28 Saturday Apr 2012
Posted in Despair, Love, Mother, Passion, Relationships
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alone, beautiful, could, find, hear, here, house, joy, lead, outside, place, playing, poetry, realized, sitting, stay, sunshine, survived, think, toy, way, weather

It is sunshine and a beautiful day outside,
Inside are faded memories and tears to hide.
There was once a beautiful home to stay,
Without any help could walk and find her way. Continue reading
28 Saturday Apr 2012
Posted in Despair, Love, Passion, Relationships
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around, dark, empty, ever, feel, imagine, lost, makes, moment, own, self, separated, shorter, stopped, thought, together, weaker, without

What happened in an instance?
My world became so dark.
Separated from you makes me feel,
As if separated from my own self. Continue reading
28 Saturday Apr 2012
Posted in Despair, Fantasy, Love, Nature, Passion, Relationships, Self Reflection
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bees, began, birds, blossoming, care, children, colors, depend, different, fascinate, garden, hope, journey, like, looking, made, others, passcourage, petal, pleasure, poetry, rainbow, rest, small, smile, strong, tears, things

My journey began at early childhood,
Never saw things like others would.
I would get pleasure from small things,
Could fly seeing the birds and have wings. Continue reading
27 Friday Apr 2012
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along, barren, beauty, before, braved, brittle, different, existed, faced, faith, flame, friend, hard, hurt, hushed, insecurity, journey, king, knowledge, lamp, land, many, never, night, obstacles, poetry, protector, rolled, serve, shadow, shudder, signify, thoughts, torch, words, worse

It had been hard.
Many obstacles faced,
Many boulders rolled,
Many hailstorms hurt. Continue reading
27 Friday Apr 2012
27 Friday Apr 2012
Posted in Despair, Love, Passion, Relationships
27 Friday Apr 2012
Posted in Despair, Love, Relationships
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better, broken, busy, confine, fake, good, happened, keep, love, mine, never, poetry, reason, scores, showed, smile, someone, suddenly, tears, tell, wanted, while, world, wrecked

We are broken, we are no more,
But you love, I never learned to keep the scores
I still laugh, I still have a fake smile,
With a wrecked and sore heart. Continue reading
26 Thursday Apr 2012
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adulthood, alive, blue, breeze, childhood, city, color, face, gentle, give, glow, incurable, innocent, law, looked, more, new, old, peak, poetry, promised, revive, right, searching, shape, silence, something, soon, spark, towards, visible, warp, wars, woman, wounds

This old warp in time tells me,
I do not carry the same face.
A face so innocent of childhood,
Was lost soon with the adulthood. Continue reading
26 Thursday Apr 2012
Posted in Despair, Fantasy, Love, Passion, Relationships
26 Thursday Apr 2012
Posted in Despair, Fantasy, Love, Nature, Relationships, Self Reflection
26 Thursday Apr 2012
Posted in Despair, Fantasy, Love, Passion, Relationships, Self Reflection
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anymore, back, cannot, deny, deserve, distance, fantasies, far, glory, hard, hurt, less, little, logic, make, mistake, moments, more, poetry, smile, wonder, worthwhile

I wish you had a little more of me in you,
I wish I had a little less of you in me.
They say you get what you deserve,
With that logic, we could never be. Continue reading
26 Thursday Apr 2012
Posted in Despair, Fantasy, Love, Passion, Relationships, Self Reflection
26 Thursday Apr 2012
Posted in Despair, Fantasy, Love, Relationships, Self Reflection
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beat, come, crying, faces, golden, happiness, hope, matter, mine, minute, moonlight, peotry, phrases, played, pretty, sea, single, songs, thinking, wake, writings

I live my songs in dreams,
I’d love it if your mine.
For thinking of you, Every single minute,
And I wake up crying. Continue reading
26 Thursday Apr 2012
Posted in Death, Despair, Passion, Self Reflection