In This Fog…

20 Tuesday Mar 2018

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In This Fog…

Blurry is your face,
And blurry are now my eyes…
The river is still flowing,
Through this roller coaster ride…

I try to keep my focus,
But cannot see you anywhere…
Standing still-
I cannot run or walk…
Cannot speak or weep-
I am getting lost in the foggy woods so deep…
Looking for you here and there,
In this fog you are seen nowhere…

Love Unseen…

15 Sunday Jan 2017

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It was a time when I loved you.
You being disrespectful each time I forgave you…

It was my love that was never seen,
You took me for granted and acted mean… Continue reading →

Perception Of Shade…

21 Monday Nov 2016

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Perception Of Shade…

In the silence of solitude,
I can now see beyond the perception of shade…

Slowly how a relation was born,
Giving a way to a new life, hope and dreams… Continue reading →

Road To Infinity…

28 Thursday Jul 2016

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Road To Infinity…

The road ahead was long,
Disappearing in the infinity…

The passage left behind,
Was a passage of reality… Continue reading →

A Smile Behind a Mask…

25 Monday Jul 2016

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A Smile Behind a Mask…

Long ago I left my childhood back,
Did not realize how and when…
All my laughs and smiles were locked in a sack. Continue reading →

The Essence Of Life…

27 Monday Jun 2016

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The Essence Of Life…

The journey is long,
I gather all the essences on the way…

Holding my dreams in my eyes,
I keep gazing at the blue and dark skies … Continue reading →

My Existence…

25 Saturday Jun 2016

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My Existence…

Holding my tender heart,
To keep it away from the flames of fire…

I covered my emotions,
With thorns and as a cold barrier… Continue reading →

The Hidden Pain…

23 Thursday Jun 2016

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The Hidden Pain…

It tore me apart when she told me she got me of the water,
It was not a blood relation and I was not a part of her…

I was told many times that I was not from the real world,
Since she was not born of me so I had no right on her to hold… Continue reading →

A Prism Through The Darkness…

22 Wednesday Jun 2016

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A Prism Through The Darkness…

I got lost somewhere that I do not know,
Walking alone on a road of shades and darkness…

Each day it was harder and longer than the other,
That I wandered to look for a rainbow to lighten my way… Continue reading →

Silence Of Night…

20 Monday Jun 2016

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Silence Of Night…

My nights quiver in the painful silence,
Scared to see the harshness of sun and heat…

Those poisoning words hammering me,
Have weakened my limbs and soul… Continue reading →

Maiden By The Sea…

16 Thursday Jun 2016

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Maiden By The Sea…

Years back as far as my memory goes,
A maiden lived in a kingdom by the sea…

Like a desire of everyone’s heart cold be,
Her name was Desire indeed… Continue reading →

Unreal Faces…

15 Wednesday Jun 2016

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Unreal Faces…

I was not the only one,
Walking alone in this journey of life…

Like an alien lost in the crowd,
Unrecognized, starving and forgotten by love… Continue reading →

Broken Dream…

12 Sunday Jun 2016

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Broken Dream…

Was it a sin or a broken dream ?

It looked so real to me,
As beautiful memories come back to me…

The time moved on,
But the life stopped leaving me on a barren land… Continue reading →

Unrecognized Love…

12 Sunday Jun 2016

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Unrecognized Love…

The clock ticks and time does not stop,
The tender morning’s silence breaks with birds chirp and hop…

A wave quivers through my body,
With a sharp chirp when next to her she sees nobody… Continue reading →

At A Distance…

08 Wednesday Jun 2016

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At A Distance…

At a distance I see her for an instant,
In the picture that is sent to me to know her existence…

The time flies under the blue sky,
It keeps carving the brilliance of her face so divine… Continue reading →

Memories Do Not Fade…

30 Monday May 2016

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Memories Do not Fade…

Time moves on and do not stop ever,
Physical bodies change and so do our faces…

The heart carries the old love and memories,
Along the time we do not get rid of these trace… Continue reading →

Silence Under The Moon…

19 Tuesday Apr 2016

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Silence Under The Moon…

I be here or I be gone,
You will smell my fragrance,
From morning till dawn… Continue reading →

Infidel Relation…

18 Monday Apr 2016

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Infidel Relation…

Each time we talk the past surface,
Leaving me at the end with a heartache…

Where did our love go our delight?
I see we always end up into a fight… Continue reading →

Journey Ended In Dark…

13 Wednesday Apr 2016

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Journey Ended In Dark…

The journey ended in a dark cave,
A peaceful rest that the time gave…

A place which is not hot and not cold,
Everything was left behind and nothing to hold… Continue reading →

Moments For A Moment…

10 Sunday Apr 2016

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Moments For A Moment…

Stood alone on the cracked land,
With a broken heart and fate in my hands…

The shore too far from me,
Seeing me so helpless it laughed at me… Continue reading →

Hidden Truth And Lies…

07 Thursday Apr 2016

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Hidden Truth And Lies…

It was not once but too many times,
You covered your games and lies…

Promising and loving words that you used,
Not once but number of times I was abused… Continue reading →

Journey Of A Potter…

29 Tuesday Mar 2016

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Journey Of A Potter…

Lived my life with wonders of Nature
Had lots of hopes and dreams that I nurtured…
Felt the earth how it was warm and cold,
Grew up exploring and trusted His creation… Continue reading →

Holding My Fate In Hands…

24 Thursday Mar 2016

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Holding My Fate In Hands…

It is a long acres of snowy land,
Walking through holding my fate in hands…

This universe is so huge,
My sorrows cannot find a place to refuge… Continue reading →

Meaningless Love…

16 Wednesday Mar 2016

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Meaningless Love…

it is always one question,
That bothers me in my mind…
Am I wrong or am I right?
Am I the reason? Continue reading →

The Road of Hope…

29 Friday Jan 2016

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The Road Of Hope…

Silently walking on the road of hope,
No words from mouth-
All tears rolled down to the ground…
A story of unfortunate love untold,
Of two hearts- Continue reading →

As The Moon Shines…

16 Saturday Jan 2016

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As The Moon Shines…

My only wish …
When my slumber covers me in the night…
That the moonlight shines,
On my wounded soul and scars… Continue reading →

Truth Behind A Bleeding Heart…

05 Tuesday Jan 2016

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Truth Behind A Bleeding Heart…

I took this journey today with a great courage,
To dig into those eyes and a heart buried under a wreckage…
A loving heart which was condemned and shattered into pieces,
The sweet lips were turned blue with the sorrow and miseries… Continue reading →

Shooting Star…

09 Wednesday Sep 2015

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Shooting Star…

The love we built and the days we cherished,
Have left me with the memories that can never be perished…

You wrapped me with your love slowly,
But in a minute you drowned me ruthlessly… Continue reading →

Maturity…

24 Tuesday Mar 2015

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Maturity…

Sitting here in my room listening to the clock,
Bringing the freedom to the thoughts that were locked…

Trying to unwind the darkness of time,
Where I lost all the words and put them to rhyme… Continue reading →

A Coal Flaming In My Heart…

30 Friday Jan 2015

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A Coal Flaming In My Heart…

A thought that I live with every single day,
Is your love and the pain you gave me will never go away…

You made me build a house on the cloud,
Whispering word of love,making me feel so proud… Continue reading →

Living With A Hope…

16 Friday Jan 2015

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Living With A Hope…

The day I first saw you I felt something in my heart,
From everyone you were different and apart…

The love between us became stronger and stronger,
The times made us in our hearts we grow fonder… Continue reading →

My Life In Disguise..

07 Sunday Dec 2014

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My Life In Disguise..

What all I have in my heart….
Is so much love for you that cannot part
If you look into my heart…
It is only your name that is carved. Continue reading →

My Existence Without You…

11 Thursday Sep 2014

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My Existence Without You…

You came in I do not know from where…
Throwing sparks of yours on my face.
It shook me dramatically changing me to a new person,
Other than you I became deaf and blind to see around me… Continue reading →

You Will Never Look Back…

28 Thursday Aug 2014

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You Will Never Look Back…

Never think I do not love you,
Because the fact is I always think of you…
Full time working and a single mom,
I still give you all my time when you come… Continue reading →