15 Sunday Jan 2017
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acted, back, bad, bunch, crumbled, doubts, down, eyes, heart, life, looking, love, mean, mercy, own, poem, poetry, realize, rolling, sack, soon, strive, tears, time, tunble, unseen, upside
It was a time when I loved you.
You being disrespectful each time I forgave you…
It was my love that was never seen,
You took me for granted and acted mean… Continue reading
21 Monday Nov 2016
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born, deep, dreams, exhale, hidden, hope, hues, illusions, intense, journey, layers, life, light, love, new, poem, poetry, realm, relation, residing, silence, solitude, soul, spark, spectrum, spirits
Perception Of Shade…
In the silence of solitude,
I can now see beyond the perception of shade…
Slowly how a relation was born,
Giving a way to a new life, hope and dreams… Continue reading
28 Thursday Jul 2016
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across, ahead, behind, cold, dead, disappearing, faces, hearts, holding, imppress, infinity, judging, left, long, mask, only, passage, poem, poetry, promised, road, slice, some, taught, through, vision
Road To Infinity…
The road ahead was long,
Disappearing in the infinity…
The passage left behind,
Was a passage of reality… Continue reading
25 Monday Jul 2016
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able, back, bundle, childhood, easy, face faded, faded, forgetting, hide, last, laughs, long, make, mercy, open, pile, poem, poetry, rewind, smiles, somewhere, sorrows, time, walk, years
A Smile Behind a Mask…
Long ago I left my childhood back,
Did not realize how and when…
All my laughs and smiles were locked in a sack. Continue reading
27 Monday Jun 2016
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among, bliss, blue, breeze, butterflies, captures, creatures, dark, dreams, essence, eyes, flowing falls envelopes, fluttering, freshness, gather, gazing, gentle, hide, hides, hold, holding, intangible, journey, lenses, life, long, mankind, nature, poem, poetry, real, skies, strange, truth, way
The Essence Of Life…
The journey is long,
I gather all the essences on the way…
Holding my dreams in my eyes,
I keep gazing at the blue and dark skies … Continue reading
25 Saturday Jun 2016
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around, ashes, away, barrier, bitter, covered, dark, darkness, emotions, existence, feet, fist, flames, holding, keep, life, moon, mouth, passion, poem, poetry, push, shine, skin, taste, tumultuous, twist, under, walking, wondering
My Existence…
Holding my tender heart,
To keep it away from the flames of fire…
I covered my emotions,
With thorns and as a cold barrier… Continue reading
23 Thursday Jun 2016
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above, affection, apart, between, blood, change, choices, difference, existence, explained, gift, heart, hidden, hold, life, longing, loving, many, pain, poem, poetry, raised, rejection, relation, return, right, should, swim, times, told, tore, water, wishes, wonder, words
The Hidden Pain…
It tore me apart when she told me she got me of the water,
It was not a blood relation and I was not a part of her…
I was told many times that I was not from the real world,
Since she was not born of me so I had no right on her to hold… Continue reading
22 Wednesday Jun 2016
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bow, bring, commitment, devotion, emerging, end, faithfulness, harder, know, lighten, longer, lost, other, poem, poetry, prism, radiant, rainbow, showery, somewhere, wandered, world
A Prism Through The Darkness…
I got lost somewhere that I do not know,
Walking alone on a road of shades and darkness…
Each day it was harder and longer than the other,
That I wandered to look for a rainbow to lighten my way… Continue reading
20 Monday Jun 2016
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breast, day, dedicate, hammering, hands, limbs, lost, nights, painful, poem, poetry, poisoning, promise, quiver, rest, silence, smiling, soul, too much, weakened, words, years
Silence Of Night…
My nights quiver in the painful silence,
Scared to see the harshness of sun and heat…
Those poisoning words hammering me,
Have weakened my limbs and soul… Continue reading
16 Thursday Jun 2016
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alive, beam, chills, created, desire, engulf, eyes, fairytale, glow, heart, jealous, lived, maiden, memory, moon, never, poem, poetry, pour, rest, rolled, sea, sea-side, sky, soul, time, windy, years
Maiden By The Sea…
Years back as far as my memory goes,
A maiden lived in a kingdom by the sea…
Like a desire of everyone’s heart cold be,
Her name was Desire indeed… Continue reading
15 Wednesday Jun 2016
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accepting, alien, alone, character, compassion, confusion, connected, crowd, end, facing, finally, forget. brown eyes, forgotten love, genuinely, granted, help, honesty, inferiority, journey, knowing, life, loyalty, only, person, poem, poetry, real, relation, should, start, starving, sympathy, truth, unrecognized, walking, without, world
Unreal Faces…
I was not the only one,
Walking alone in this journey of life…
Like an alien lost in the crowd,
Unrecognized, starving and forgotten by love… Continue reading
12 Sunday Jun 2016
Posted in Despair, Family, Friendship, Love, Mother, mother's day, Passion, Relationships, Uncategorized
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back, bit, bitchered, bitterness, broken, change, day, dog, dream, faithful, hatred, leaving, lived, look, moved, moves, pain, pieces, poem, poetry, poisoned, rain, real, same, single, soul, stopped, time, voice, weather
Broken Dream…
Was it a sin or a broken dream ?
It looked so real to me,
As beautiful memories come back to me…
The time moved on,
But the life stopped leaving me on a barren land… Continue reading
12 Sunday Jun 2016
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acknowledges, arms, birds, body, breaks, chirp, clock, emotions, gradually, hold, hop, kiss, long, love, morning, poem, poetry, quivwrs, silence, smile, soft, stop, stretch, tender, tide, time, towards, wave, world belong
Unrecognized Love…
The clock ticks and time does not stop,
The tender morning’s silence breaks with birds chirp and hop…
A wave quivers through my body,
With a sharp chirp when next to her she sees nobody… Continue reading
08 Wednesday Jun 2016
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air, always, around, brilliancem divine, butterfly, carving, come, danced, distance, existence, face, fate, flies, fluttering, heart, instant, keeps, kind, love, makes, part, picture, poem, poetry, sky, smile, stare, think, under, while
At A Distance…
At a distance I see her for an instant,
In the picture that is sent to me to know her existence…
The time flies under the blue sky,
It keeps carving the brilliance of her face so divine… Continue reading
30 Monday May 2016
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along, although, bodies, cane, carries, change, close, different, entities, ever, face, fade, hands, heart, holding, humble, memories, miles, mind, moves, need, old, part, physical, poem, poetry, rid, smile, stop, strong, time, together, traces, walked
Memories Do not Fade…
Time moves on and do not stop ever,
Physical bodies change and so do our faces…
The heart carries the old love and memories,
Along the time we do not get rid of these trace… Continue reading
19 Tuesday Apr 2016
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again, ashes, beautiful, black, breeze, colors, dance, dawn, day, decidedleave, drop, earth, every, eyes, flowers, forget, fragrance, gone, hair, ignorant, images, life, memories, morning, music, paved, poem, poetry, road, rolling, seasons, shape, silence, stepping, strange, tears, unknown, walking
Silence Under The Moon…
I be here or I be gone,
You will smell my fragrance,
From morning till dawn… Continue reading
18 Monday Apr 2016
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came, daily, desire, done, end, excuses, facing, family, fidelity, fight, first, fulfilled, guess, hard, heartache, keeping, leave, love, loves, making, our, past, poem, poetry, pretend, promise, putting, reality, relationship, routine, said, scene, settled, spur, surface, time, together, tons
Infidel Relation…
Each time we talk the past surface,
Leaving me at the end with a heartache…
Where did our love go our delight?
I see we always end up into a fight… Continue reading
13 Wednesday Apr 2016
Posted in Death, Despair, Family, Nature, Relationships, Self Reflection, Spiritual, Uncategorized
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all, beed, behind, bothered, bright, cave, changing, close, cold, covers, daisies, dark, dead, demise, ended, everything. try, eyes, from, gave, grow, happy, heavy, hold, hot, image, journey, keep, left, love, never, place, placed, poem, poetry, regrets, stone, warm
Journey Ended In Dark…
The journey ended in a dark cave,
A peaceful rest that the time gave…
A place which is not hot and not cold,
Everything was left behind and nothing to hold… Continue reading
10 Sunday Apr 2016
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again, always, barren, beautiful, blind, brighten, burning, cast, cracked, darkness, enchanted, fate, folded, heart, heaven, helpless, land, laughed, leave, life, living, love, moments, old, poem, poetry, promise, pushed, reminded, shade, shore, smile, stood, sunshine, thirst, time, whispered, words
Moments For A Moment…
Stood alone on the cracked land,
With a broken heart and fate in my hands…
The shore too far from me,
Seeing me so helpless it laughed at me… Continue reading
07 Thursday Apr 2016
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abused, act, always, aside, bond, buried, care, caring, covered, different, east, feelings, games, go, hidden, honesty, image, let, lies, living, loving, loyalty, many, matter, person, poem, poetry, promising, pushing, side, spare, sympathy, talking, times, used, walking, wonder
Hidden Truth And Lies…
It was not once but too many times,
You covered your games and lies…
Promising and loving words that you used,
Not once but number of times I was abused… Continue reading
29 Tuesday Mar 2016
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ability, altogether, another, around, back, bare, big, blend, blessed, clinging, cold, colorful, come, create, creation, cups, day, dreams, earth, easy, exploring, face, fate, gold, hands, heat, khuckles, land, life, living, long, mind, molding, nature, night, nothing, nurtured, old, own, painful, plans, poem, poetry, right, shapes, small, sort, spinning, squeeze, sun, temptations, things, through, warm, way, wonders, workshop, wrinkles, wrong
Journey Of A Potter…
Lived my life with wonders of Nature
Had lots of hopes and dreams that I nurtured…
Felt the earth how it was warm and cold,
Grew up exploring and trusted His creation… Continue reading
24 Thursday Mar 2016
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beautiful, black, cannot, dark, ending, fate, gazing, grace, hands, heart, holes, huge, land, life, millions, never, place, plight, poem, poetry, race, refuge, sorrows, stars, stillness, through, universe, walk
Holding My Fate In Hands…
It is a long acres of snowy land,
Walking through holding my fate in hands…
This universe is so huge,
My sorrows cannot find a place to refuge… Continue reading
16 Wednesday Mar 2016
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always, beaten, between, bitterness, boiling, bothers, cause, enemy, fight, forgotten, friend, frowning, harsh, head, health, heaven, jealous, jinxed, kiss, love, loving, mind, missed, moon, never, night, part, peace, people, piercing, poem, poetry, pot, pour, question, quiet, reason, relationship, respect, rude, ruined, salvage, same, sleep, soothing, sorrow, sun, things, words
Meaningless Love…
it is always one question,
That bothers me in my mind…
Am I wrong or am I right?
Am I the reason? Continue reading
29 Friday Jan 2016
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bridge, cold, deside, destiny, drowned, hope, made, only, poem, poetry, pushed, right, river, road, roaring, shiver, silent, story, strong, time, unfortunate, untold, vulnerable, walking, warm, weak
The Road Of Hope…
Silently walking on the road of hope,
No words from mouth-
All tears rolled down to the ground…
A story of unfortunate love untold,
Of two hearts- Continue reading
16 Saturday Jan 2016
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blanket, comfort, covers, darkness, eyes, hands, haunt, hazel-eyes, heavren, inner, lantern, light, moon, night, only, pair, poem, poetry, scars, slumber, smile, soft, soul, through, touch, walk, warm, whisper, wish, wounded
As The Moon Shines…
My only wish …
When my slumber covers me in the night…
That the moonlight shines,
On my wounded soul and scars… Continue reading
05 Tuesday Jan 2016
Posted in Despair, Uncategorized
Truth Behind A Bleeding Heart…
I took this journey today with a great courage,
To dig into those eyes and a heart buried under a wreckage…
A loving heart which was condemned and shattered into pieces,
The sweet lips were turned blue with the sorrow and miseries… Continue reading
09 Wednesday Sep 2015
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before, built, cherished, days, drowned, far, life, lived, look, love, minute, more, nothing, shooting, sky, stars, wrapped, years
Shooting Star…
The love we built and the days we cherished,
Have left me with the memories that can never be perished…
You wrapped me with your love slowly,
But in a minute you drowned me ruthlessly… Continue reading
24 Tuesday Mar 2015
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age, bring, buried, care, charms, clock, conditions, crushed, dancing, deep, destination, enjoy, fate, follow, freedom, front, girl, grow, hollow, hope, image, innocent, knife, lead, learned, lost, loud, more, path, patient, playing, poem, poetry, rhyme, room, sharp, sitting, spies, surrounded, terms, thinking, throw, time, unwind, voices, work, young
Maturity…
Sitting here in my room listening to the clock,
Bringing the freedom to the thoughts that were locked…
Trying to unwind the darkness of time,
Where I lost all the words and put them to rhyme… Continue reading
30 Friday Jan 2015
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away . aound, bleed, clouds, crap, day, emotions, every, existing, games, house, love, never, people, play, poem, poetry, proud, rest, single, sorrow, thinking, time, tomorrow, torment, whispering, whole
A Coal Flaming In My Heart…
A thought that I live with every single day,
Is your love and the pain you gave me will never go away…
You made me build a house on the cloud,
Whispering word of love,making me feel so proud… Continue reading
16 Friday Jan 2015
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became, blessed, crossing, day, diffrent, everlasting, everyone, faded, first, fonder, gold, heart, holding, hope, image, lines, live, long, poem, poetry, precious, saw, slope, something, soul, stronger, through
Living With A Hope…
The day I first saw you I felt something in my heart,
From everyone you were different and apart…
The love between us became stronger and stronger,
The times made us in our hearts we grow fonder… Continue reading
07 Sunday Dec 2014
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can, cannot, disguise, dreams, everyone, eyes, feel, from, heart, hold, insane, live, look, now, only, pain, part, poem, poetry, soul, touched
My Life In Disguise..
What all I have in my heart….
Is so much love for you that cannot part
If you look into my heart…
It is only your name that is carved. Continue reading
11 Thursday Sep 2014
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became, blind, breathe, came, changing, deaf, dramatically, existence, existing, face, graduallu, heart, lifeless, new, other, pain, person, poem, poetry, pumping living, stopped, strength, throwing, where, you
My Existence Without You…
You came in I do not know from where…
Throwing sparks of yours on my face.
It shook me dramatically changing me to a new person,
Other than you I became deaf and blind to see around me… Continue reading
28 Thursday Aug 2014
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always, barren, because, desire, exciting, fact, far, give, journey, land, leaving, listening, love, mind, mom, more, offered, poem, poetry, single, spending, things, think, time, together, you
You Will Never Look Back…
Never think I do not love you,
Because the fact is I always think of you…
Full time working and a single mom,
I still give you all my time when you come… Continue reading
11 Friday Jul 2014
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05 Thursday Jun 2014
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away, bruises, cold, condole, cries, decay, fears, flow, go, hands, helpless, here, irreversible, just, leaving, part, rain, soul, speechless, standing, stepping, tears, time, vain, walked, warmth, without
Irreversible Time Flow…
Standing here in the rain,
With all the efforts in vain…
Watching you leave my doorway,
Stepping on me to slowly decay… Continue reading
24 Saturday May 2014
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blame, came, cost, day, deeper, dreams, each, eyes, feelings, felt, friend, full, heart, hopes, laughs, light, lost, melted, miles, miseries, night, poem, poetry, promised, smiles, understand, walked
Our Dreams Got Lost…
It was your laughs and smiles,
Your sweetness that melted me at miles…
Never could I understand why I felt that way,
My feelings grew deeper with you each day… Continue reading
24 Saturday May 2014
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ashes, beautiful, build, connect, control, cries, divine, entered, fall apart, feet, foot, forces, forever, genuinely, hearts, hold, innocent, knowing, left, lies, live, lived, made, mine, never, once, poem, poetry, promised, seemed, souls, surrounded, those, together, towards, walked, which, wish
Heart That Was Not Mine…
Those innocent feet walked to me,
With lots of passion and love…
Where I lived to live and die for love,
I accepted him as a gift from above… Continue reading
16 Friday May 2014
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alone, anyone, change, collapsed, devote, distance, door, games, hand, happen, hear, heart, hold, hopes, knock, known, life, lifetime, living, love, might, played, poem, poetry, relation, ruined, someone, tell, world
Oasis Of Love…
How can anyone tell,
Why is he alone…
The one who was once mine,
Today how he belong to someone else… Continue reading
15 Thursday May 2014
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away, desire, end, ever, fear, finding, happen, heart, know, me, mended, might, moments, never, not, place, poem, poetry, push, real, somewhere, there, vacuum, wait, you
A Vacuum In The End…
The moments I wait,
With a desire you will be there…
Somewhere in my heart I fear,
Finding me worthless you might push me away.. Continue reading
22 Tuesday Apr 2014
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air, any, beauty, break, breathe, cast, cold, color, darkness, day, desire, died, doomed, fight, folds, fragrance, hand, last, love, moon, name, night, petals, poetry, red, rich, rose, shined, snow, someone, white, without, witness
The Last White Rose…
With the day’s break,
The red rose bloomed…
The petals holdings its rich red color,
And the fragrance in the air… Continue reading
