In This Fog…

20 Tuesday Mar 2018

Posted by pimminag in Despair, Nature, Passion, Uncategorized

Tags

breeze, dark, deep, desire, eyes, face, feelings, fog, forest, heart, inside, journey, life, nature, pain, passion, poem, poetry, silence, sorrow, true, wait, woods

In This Fog…

Blurry is your face,
And blurry are now my eyes…
The river is still flowing,
Through this roller coaster ride…

I try to keep my focus,
But cannot see you anywhere…
Standing still-
I cannot run or walk…
Cannot speak or weep-
I am getting lost in the foggy woods so deep…
Looking for you here and there,
In this fog you are seen nowhere…

The Hidden Pain…

23 Thursday Jun 2016

Posted by pimminag in Despair, Family, Friendship, Love, Mother, Relationships, Uncategorized

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

above, affection, apart, between, blood, change, choices, difference, existence, explained, gift, heart, hidden, hold, life, longing, loving, many, pain, poem, poetry, raised, rejection, relation, return, right, should, swim, times, told, tore, water, wishes, wonder, words

The Hidden Pain…

It tore me apart when she told me she got me of the water,
It was not a blood relation and I was not a part of her…

I was told many times that I was not from the real world,
Since she was not born of me so I had no right on her to hold… Continue reading →

Broken Dream…

12 Sunday Jun 2016

Posted by pimminag in Despair, Family, Friendship, Love, Mother, mother's day, Passion, Relationships, Uncategorized

≈ 2 Comments

Tags

back, bit, bitchered, bitterness, broken, change, day, dog, dream, faithful, hatred, leaving, lived, look, moved, moves, pain, pieces, poem, poetry, poisoned, rain, real, same, single, soul, stopped, time, voice, weather

Broken Dream-1

Broken Dream…

Was it a sin or a broken dream ?

It looked so real to me,
As beautiful memories come back to me…

The time moved on,
But the life stopped leaving me on a barren land… Continue reading →

My Life In Disguise..

07 Sunday Dec 2014

Posted by pimminag in Despair, Fantasy, Friendship, Love, Passion, Relationships

≈ 3 Comments

Tags

can, cannot, disguise, dreams, everyone, eyes, feel, from, heart, hold, insane, live, look, now, only, pain, part, poem, poetry, soul, touched

My Life In Disguise..

What all I have in my heart….
Is so much love for you that cannot part
If you look into my heart…
It is only your name that is carved. Continue reading →

My Existence Without You…

11 Thursday Sep 2014

Posted by pimminag in Despair, Friendship, Love, Passion, Relationships

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

became, blind, breathe, came, changing, deaf, dramatically, existence, existing, face, graduallu, heart, lifeless, new, other, pain, person, poem, poetry, pumping living, stopped, strength, throwing, where, you

My Existence Without You…

You came in I do not know from where…
Throwing sparks of yours on my face.
It shook me dramatically changing me to a new person,
Other than you I became deaf and blind to see around me… Continue reading →

If Only You Know…

11 Friday Jul 2014

Posted by pimminag in Despair, Fantasy, Friendship, Love, Nature, Relationships

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

after, alive, day, desire, fake, go, how, hurt, inside, know, living, nights, pain, pierce, poem, poetry, rain, rainbow, seeing, sleepless, smile, when, words

If Only You Know…

If only you know,
How it hurts me when you go…

If only you know,
How your words pierce my heart… Continue reading →

Love In Silence…

29 Thursday May 2014

Posted by pimminag in Fantasy, Friendship, Love, Passion, Relationships

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

asleep, awake, blooms, bringing, came, close, control, countless, desire, drop, emotions, evergreen, eyes, feel, form, fragrance, give, glow, heart, hidden, leave, life, lips, love, making, mind, name, never, old, pain, poem, poetry, promises, rain, shape, silence, smile, soul, stay, twinkle, walks, wanted, warmth, when, whether

Love In Silence…

In his eyes I saw the fragrance of love to me when he came,
Which I never wanted to touch and give our love any name…

Just wanted to feel the warmth of love so close in my soul,
A feeling and a desire which could live in my heart for ever without getting old… Continue reading →

Light Of The Future…

14 Friday Feb 2014

Posted by pimminag in Despair, Fantasy, Friendship, Love, Nature, Relationships, Spiritual

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

away, color, could, leave, life, love, loved, memories, need, never, old, pain, poem, poetry, tangled, things, wanted, wish, you

Light Of The Future…

The way I need you,
You never wanted me…
The way I loved you,
You never loved me… Continue reading →

No Answers That I Know…

20 Thursday Jun 2013

Posted by pimminag in Despair, Family, Love, Mother, Passion, Relationships

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

again, alone, another, answers, blow, chance, chose, cold, coming, could, ears, hands, hiding, hold, home, insensitive, know, light, love, night, pain, poem, poetry, restless, room, standing, strong, waiting, whisper, world

No Answers That I Know…

In this world so insensitive and cold,
How could I believe their hands to hold?
Standing and waiting for them day and night,
All they would come by to say Goodbye… Continue reading →

The Only One…

16 Sunday Jun 2013

Posted by pimminag in Family, Friendship, Love, Mother, Passion, Relationships

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

any, Arzoo, confidence, desire, face, friend, glow, happy, heart, keep, last, life, make, other, pain, poem, poetry, promise, side, sight, someone, trace, true

The Only One

The Only One…

A promise from heart,
To keep that smile to last…
To keep that glow of her face,
Far from any pain and its trace… Continue reading →

Wounds Of The Words So Sharp…

04 Tuesday Jun 2013

Posted by pimminag in Despair, Friendship, Love, Passion, Relationships

≈ 2 Comments

Tags

abuse, could, cries, deserve, end, erased, eyes, face, harsh, heart, home, hope, knife, leaving, morning, pain, poem, poetry, rain, redness, resume, sharp, surrender, tears, thinking, wake, wiped, words

wounds-of-the-words-so-sharp

Wounds Of The Words So Sharp…

Every morning I wake up,
Thinking this pain will end…
Time wiped my smile off my face,
Leaving the lines of pain Continue reading →

Cruelty To The Innocence…

02 Sunday Jun 2013

Posted by pimminag in Despair, Family, Friendship, Love, Passion, Relationships

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

already, closed, deep, empty, full, gain, grasp, heart, innocence, inside, kind, leaving, lock, lonely, love, mind, pain, past, poem, poetry, put, serpent, snake, strife

Cruelty To The Innocence…

So empty their soul and a heart of its own kind,
They come up to innocence with a serpent’s mind…
The darkness inside and around them in life,
Fail to see the innocence and when they are in strife… Continue reading →

My Mother’s Lap…

18 Saturday May 2013

Posted by pimminag in Family, Love, Mother, Passion, Relationships

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

ache, blessings, body, broken, coziest, fever, heart, lap, mother, nights, pain, place, poem, poetry, sleepless, soul, storm, subsides, suffering

My Mother’s Lap…

The coziest place is my mother’s lap,
A place so safe where no one can harm me…
A broken heart and the soul in pain,
Get healed in my mother’s lap… Continue reading →

A Moment That Kills The Music In The Air…

13 Monday May 2013

Posted by pimminag in Despair, Fantasy, Friendship, Love, Mother, Passion, Relationships

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

air, come, creating, ears, echoes, find, frustrated, hammering, hide, inside, life, moment, mouth, music, pain, part, place, poem, poetry, pours, quiet, rain, soothing, spent, started over again, thought, time, words

A Moment That Kills The Music In The Air…

It started all over again,
No matter how much I try,
It still leaves me in a pain…
Always spent more and more time, Continue reading →

Spring Rose Again…

11 Saturday May 2013

Posted by pimminag in Despair, Family, Friendship, Love, Mother, Nature, Passion, Relationships

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

air, away, beautiful, bloom, bruised, changed, color, contentment, die, fears, filled, flower, healed, instead, live, lost, loved, make, nature, own, pain, path, poem, poetry, problem, rolling, somewhere, Spring, support, take, tears, world

Spring Rose Again…

The color of my eyes changed,
With the sadness and rolling tears…
When I offered all my life,
Fighting for his fears… Continue reading →

My Angel With Silver Wings…

01 Wednesday May 2013

Posted by pimminag in Friendship, Love, Mother, Passion, Relationships

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

angel, best, brightening, bundle, care, day, envelope, gift, give, God, happiness, hugs, joy, light, love, moments, morning, pain, poem, poetry, removing, right, share, silver, smile, sorrow, special, things, trust, warm, wings

My Angel With Silver Wings…

An angel came to me with silver wings,
Happiness and a bundle of small things…
Brightening my day and putting a smile,
Work hard to do all things right… Continue reading →

A Destiny For Me…

21 Sunday Apr 2013

Posted by pimminag in Fantasy, Friendship, Love, Nature, Self Reflection, Spiritual

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

accepted, bad, believe, comes, day, destiny, end, few, first, followed, good, hope, impression, joy, lasts, love, makes, new, norms, pain, pays, poem, poetry, rain, rolling, some, strong, sunshine, sure

A Destiny For Me…

I so believe there is a destiny for me…
As sure as the sunshine and the rain,
I do believe life is full of joy and pain.
Things that you do in an honest way, Continue reading →

Endless Battle…

12 Friday Apr 2013

Posted by pimminag in Despair, Family, Friendship, Love, Mother, Relationships

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

again, alone, day, empty, fighting, full, gain, hands, hopes, live, pain, past, poem, poetry, sorrow, stay, still, tears, tomorrow

Endless Battle…

Fighting all my battles alone,
I still live with a regret…
To live my tomorrows,
Having no clue if they will be, Continue reading →

Do You Also?

01 Monday Apr 2013

Posted by pimminag in Despair, Fantasy, Friendship, Love, Relationships

≈ 2 Comments

Tags

bed, conceal, deep, door, dry, emotions, evening, exhausted. flowing, eyes, face, fake, hope, land, lanp, leaf, pain, poem, poetry, sails, sleep, smile, tears, unknown

Do You Also?

Do you also?
Light a lamp of hope on the threshold of every evening…
With every sound of a dry leaf run to the door for him… Continue reading →

My Belief In Her Smile…

22 Friday Mar 2013

Posted by pimminag in Family, Friendship, Love, Mother, Relationships

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

back, could, eyes, goodbye, heart, leave, never, pain, poem, poetry, promise, rest, see, smile, true, which, world

My Belief In Her Smile…

As true as her heart is,
Is the shine in her eyes…
A promise of a life time,
And see no goodbyes… Continue reading →

Will Be Crossing The Road Again…

14 Thursday Mar 2013

Posted by pimminag in Despair, Fantasy, Friendship, Love, Relationships

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

away, barren, blur, distorted, dragging, empty, end, expected, fears, forget, hood, lasts, own, pain, past, path, poem, poetry, pulling, reality, ridge, saw, soft, sorrow, sunshine, tears, under, voice, world

Will Be Crossing The Road Again…

With my blur eyes I saw,
My path empty and barren…
Then you came in to join me,
Walking beside as lonely as me… Continue reading →

For Me No One Is There…

02 Saturday Mar 2013

Posted by pimminag in Despair, Friendship, Love, Relationships

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

absorb, always, care, chosen, comfort, crap, end, fights, hope, horsing, hurt, ignore, love, overlook, pain, poem, poetry, sick, special, there, trash

For Me No One Is There…

Why am I always chosen for all this?
When I always care and love you,
When I am always there to comfort you,
When I treat you so special always, Continue reading →

Rose From The Heat And The Smoke…

08 Friday Feb 2013

Posted by pimminag in Death, Despair, Fantasy, Love, Relationships, Self Reflection, Spiritual

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

again, attachments, born, desires, dreams, everyone, face, fire, flew, gaze, gown, grace, hugged, love, moon, pain, peace, poem, poetry, seeems, set, shine, spreading, white

Rose From The Heat And The Smoke…

With me, my dreams were set on fire,
No desires left behind…
I flew far from everyone’s eyes,
Rising from the heat and the smoke into the sky… Continue reading →

The Girl In The Mirror…

07 Thursday Feb 2013

Posted by pimminag in Self Reflection

≈ 1 Comment

Tags

falling apart, heart, life, mask, mirror, pain, poetry, reflection, self

The Girl In The Mirror…

This girl in the mirror everyday,
Stares back at my face.
I wonder who she is
As that is not the girl I want to be… Continue reading →

Black Sun Rays…

05 Tuesday Feb 2013

Posted by pimminag in Despair, Nature

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

dark soul, emotion, naked, pain, poetry, rays, sun, tomorrow, yesterday

Black Sun Rays…

Black sun rays fall upon my soul,
Casting dark shadows there.
Causing it to become withered and grow cold,
My skin starts pealing away. Continue reading →

My Hope Is A Guiding Torch…

22 Tuesday Jan 2013

Posted by pimminag in Fantasy, Friendship, Love, Passion, Relationships

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

always, change, fail, hope, inside, limp, love, never, pain, poem, poetry, pride, soon, time, unknown, walking

My Hope Is A Guiding Torch…

If not now but time will change soon,
The time will roll with my loved soul.
Even though I got slapped by fate,
Sometimes got robbed of time… Continue reading →

A Bond That Can Never Break…

22 Tuesday Jan 2013

Posted by pimminag in Family, Friendship, Love, Relationships

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

again, behind, bond, break, constantly, each, heard, know, matter, never, other, pain, piut, poem, poetry, smile, tears

A Bond That Can Never Break…

Putting all the tears and pain behind,
Let us pretend that nothing happened…
Let us smile once more again,
As we know only we can make each other happy… Continue reading →

A Strong Tree She Was…

21 Monday Jan 2013

Posted by pimminag in Despair, Friendship, Love, Passion, Relationships

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

always, cold, every night, feel, forget, friend, gone, greatest, grew, heart, made, matter, moon, pain, poem, poetry, promise, sang, sent, song, soul, strong, sunshine, taught, time, tree, wind, word

A Strong Tree She Was…

A strong tree she was,
In its shade I grew all this time…
From far she always,
Sent me sunshine… Continue reading →

Where Can I Laugh?

21 Monday Jan 2013

Posted by pimminag in Fantasy, Friendship, Love, Racism, Relationships

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

back, could, enclosed, hatred, have, never, pain, poem, poetry, scorched, small, sorrow, walls, world

Where Can I Laugh?

Enclosed within the four wall,
I wonder where can I laugh?
My laughs are too big for my room,
And too small for the world… Continue reading →

A Few Memories…

08 Tuesday Jan 2013

Posted by pimminag in Despair, Friendship, Love, Passion, Relationships

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

able, along, enough, few, good, hidden, know, life, live, long, lot, memories, more, never, pain, poem, poetry, seems, worthless

A Few Memories…

Not that I had a lot of good memories,
But all the few I had they are of you,
And enough for me to carry along…
I would never be able to smile again, Continue reading →

You Made Love So Worthless…

12 Wednesday Dec 2012

Posted by pimminag in Fantasy, Love, Passion, Relationships, Self Reflection, Spiritual

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

accomplishment, avaible, beyond, cry, discrimination, each, easily, granted, happy, left, love, money, other, pain, poem, poetry, possible, precious, selfish, souls, unearned, wanted, wealth

You Made Love So Worthless…

Love I thought was precious,
Far from discrimination and culture…
It goes far to a point…
Where you do not see beyond. Continue reading →

He Might See…

12 Wednesday Dec 2012

Posted by pimminag in Death, Despair, Fantasy, Love, Relationships

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

away, breasts, cry, deep, door, eyes, far, head, heart, leaving, opening, pain, poem, poetry, time, warmth

He Might See…

He might see…
My eyes so deep,
Opening the door to my heart…
My lips like petals so soft, Continue reading →

My Loves Escapes…

11 Tuesday Dec 2012

Posted by pimminag in Fantasy, Friendship, Love, Passion, Relationships

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

arms, cannot, cold, cry, escapes, hide, keep, love, matter, night, pain, poem, poetry, sick, sleep, there, which, wrap, you

My Loves Escapes…

The love that I hide inside for you,
It escapes to put a smile on your face…
When you go to sleep in the night,
It escapes for you to be with me in your dreams… Continue reading →

You Are A Blessed Child…

09 Sunday Dec 2012

Posted by pimminag in Fantasy, Love, Mother, Passion, Relationships

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

again, anything, blessed, conceal, earth, end, feet, forgive, grin, growing, have, hope, love, mistakes, pain, poem, poetry, straight, understand, walk bare, while, wide

You Are A Blessed Child…

The love I have for you,
I can almost do anything for you…
To let you know – What you are worth,
I can walk bare foot to the end of this earth… Continue reading →

Buried Dreams…

04 Tuesday Dec 2012

Posted by pimminag in Despair, Fantasy, Love, Self Reflection

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

again, anyone, buried, contend, dreams, end, feet, find, freedom, heart, hurt, kept, looks, mean, open, pain, poem, poetry, see, seemed, share, stay, strong, tears, thought, walked, walking

Buried Dreams…

Through this cobbled road of life,
I walked with sore feet and in pain.
With a hope to find my way soon,
I feel I lost my way again… Continue reading →

Wait Till The Last Sunset…

01 Saturday Dec 2012

Posted by pimminag in Fantasy, Friendship, Love, Passion, Relationships

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

beat, blood, breathe, desires, eyes, feelings, flood, guide, heart, leaves, pain, poem, poetry, pulse, resting, search, sincere, smile, spark, tears, true, twinkle, vein, warmth, wet, would, wrong

Wait Till The Last Sunset…

My feelings so sincere and true,
And the bond I feel so strong.
The warmth of my blood,
Cannot guide my soul wrong… Continue reading →

Masking My Feelings…

29 Thursday Nov 2012

Posted by pimminag in Despair, Fantasy, Love, Passion, Relationships, Self Reflection

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

alone, anguish, face, fake, feelings, life, lonely, mask, pain, perfect, poem, poetry, rivers, scars, shivers, soul, sparing, tears, trace, ugly, valley, world, wretched

Masking My Feelings…

As ugly as it can look…
Walking with a mask.
I hide my feelings…
With this mask, Continue reading →

Dreams So Tender Like Roses…

10 Saturday Nov 2012

Posted by pimminag in Despair, Fantasy, Love, Nature, Relationships

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

attached, away, come, dreams, forget, forgotten, fragrance, honesty, inside, knowing, made, pain, picking, poem, poetry, promises, prove, roses, scattered, seldom, stay, tender, true, virtue, words

Dreams So Tender Like Roses…

Like so many thorns attached to the roses,
The dreams carry a lot with them too.
They seldom come true,
And the dreams just remain the dreams…

Many words and promises made,
Are said and forgotten.
We forget what and whom we say,
Knowing they are not there ever to stay…

Thinking honesty will prove its virtue,
I opened my heart to you.
But instead I filled your heart with sorrow,
Giving you pain that turned your heart away…

Leaving me with all the scattered thorns,
Bleeding while picking them,
I still have those red roses inside me,
So tender sweet and full of fragrance…

This Time…

17 Monday Sep 2012

Posted by pimminag in Despair, Love, Relationships

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

became, breeze, eternal, fool, harsh, heart, pain, poem, poetry, proclivity, rained, reality, time, tore, touched, you

This Time…

I felt the breeze that touched you and,
Came to me so cold this time…
You became so harsh with words,
That tore my heart this time… Continue reading →