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A Wrong Perception…

12 Saturday May 2012

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A Wrong Perception…

Everyone look at me…
They all stare at me…
How do I look?
What I am wearing? Continue reading →

Somewhere There…

12 Saturday May 2012

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Somewhere There…

Somewhere I know you are hiding there,
Things happened between us which were not fair.
I look up in the sky I see all so clear,
To take shelter I am here. Continue reading →

Journey To Peace…

12 Saturday May 2012

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Journey To Peace…

On top of the mountain,
A small house waits for me.
I am grasping some air,
Trying to breathe… Continue reading →

My Doom’s Day…

12 Saturday May 2012

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My Doom’s Day…

Why have I become a chaser?
Always chasing things which must end,
Defeated already but still try to pretend.
The sun scorched my face with its light, Continue reading →

What Is Life?…

11 Friday May 2012

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What Is Life?…

What is life?
A book …
In which we keep adding,
Pages after pages… Continue reading →

One Fine Day…

10 Thursday May 2012

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One Fine Day…

Just the thought I cannot be with you,
Tears my heart into two.
The distance between us makes me fear,
Thinking that my eyes shed another tear. Continue reading →

Wrinkled Hands…

10 Thursday May 2012

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Wrinkled Hands…

It is strange how time acts like a termite,
My hands so weak cannot do a things right.
They are now wrinkled and mere a reflection of my age,
Was a time wrote long letters, and now not a page. Continue reading →

Time Fades…

10 Thursday May 2012

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Time Fades…

Time fades but memories do not fade,
The wounds heal but the scars remain.
My mind is still full of those memories,
Your love, kiss and touch, my mind always carries. Continue reading →

Now I Part…

10 Thursday May 2012

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Now I Part…

Hear the voice of your heart,
Close your eyes as now I part.
Did I ever hurt you,
Or may be not trust you? Continue reading →

Our Journey Ends…

10 Thursday May 2012

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Our Journey Ends…

Our journey ends here,
Because now you do not care.
Your journey has just begun,
And my roller coaster ride is done. Continue reading →

My Death…

10 Thursday May 2012

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My Death…

The night passed by staring into the flame,
Was it my immense love or patience to blame?
My soul was sore and my heart was torn apart,
Everything shattered with vicious love’s attack. Continue reading →

Here I Am…

10 Thursday May 2012

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Here I Am…

Imprisoned, trapped and my soul stripped…
A day of infinite pain and bitter cold
Like a fool believed all the lies you told.
Now you say sorry for what you have done, Continue reading →

A Deep Mystery…

10 Thursday May 2012

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A Deep Mystery…

Time passed by talking, clicking and chatting,
The relation built stronger, but some times frustrating.
In the ocean of these waves like emotions,
Had scary dreams due to endless commotions. Continue reading →

Heart Ache…

10 Thursday May 2012

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Heart Ache…

I am a picture of heart ache and a pain to be,
No one can heal the wounds of me.
You may pass by, come to wipe my tears,
May pray for me, my soul can still hear. Continue reading →

My Feelings…

09 Wednesday May 2012

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My Feelings…

My entire life,
I have escaped feelings
To get away
From the killings of my feelings Continue reading →

Dreams Will Live Again…

08 Tuesday May 2012

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Dreams Will Live Again…

The sky is full of dark clouds,
In which all my dreams got lost.
Once they sore to the sky when alive,
Now they are shattered in pieces. Continue reading →

In The Arms Of An Angel…

08 Tuesday May 2012

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In The Arms Of An Angel…

Lying here alone, thinking…
My memory seeps from my veins
I like to be empty, light and weightless,
I like to find some peace tonight. Continue reading →

This Is Mother Nature…

08 Tuesday May 2012

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This Is Mother Nature…

High waves,dark clouds
Strong winds and rain..
Left so many in pain.
I pray to Almighty Continue reading →

Broken Heart…

08 Tuesday May 2012

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Broken Heart…

Sitting here by the window
Fear the coverings…
Clothed by my ill faith,
Fear of steps that go awry Continue reading →

The Symphony In The Air….

07 Monday May 2012

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The Symphony In The Air….

Sitting by the river,
I hear the ripples.
If only the stone could hear,
The symphony that plays in my ears. Continue reading →

Who I Am?…

07 Monday May 2012

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Who I Am?…

The stairs of my thoughts,
Led steep downwards…
Into the vast ,
See within me… Continue reading →

A Soul Finite Infinity…

07 Monday May 2012

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A Soul Finite Infinity…

It is deep as the ocean,
Its depth is unknown.
It can absorb all good and bad,
Whatever society offered on hand. Continue reading →

My Despair…

07 Monday May 2012

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My Despair…

My despair is like those ripples on the sand,
In a desert a forgotten barren land.
They come and go away,
Like every other day. Continue reading →

Glory Became A Story…

07 Monday May 2012

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Glory Became A Story…

That merciless hour,
I was taken away from other flowers…
Picked to be someone’s love,
Gathered all the beauty, Continue reading →

Absence…

06 Sunday May 2012

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Absence…

Sitting on the same bench,
Looking at the ripples of the water,
Swayed in the boat of thoughts…
The cool breeze, touches my face, Continue reading →

My Hope…

05 Saturday May 2012

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My Hope…

It is a distant vision,
Dying dreams for me.
My soul tired,
Drowning and sinking. Continue reading →

My Angel…

05 Saturday May 2012

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My Angel…

Closing my eyes…
I may not be able to see you
I know you are here, somewhere
In my deep silence I feel you, Continue reading →

Weak Body Frame…

04 Friday May 2012

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Weak Body Frame…

My grief crushed and weakened my body frame,
My deep sunken eyes added to my mourner’s face.
Time has stopped somehow in this darkness,
Lost its way to take me to my destiny… Continue reading →

Sorry I Made You Cry…

04 Friday May 2012

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Sorry I Made You Cry…

It breaks my heart I want to die
I am sorry I hurt you and made you cry.
I wish I never loved anyone the way I love you,
That gives me even more reason to apologize you. Continue reading →

Conflict Of Mind…

04 Friday May 2012

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Conflict Of Mind…

Thoughts emerge in my mind and fade,
Body in disobedience goes to helpless state.
Mind is in the conflict to move further,
But the pain carries me to its demise. Continue reading →

Goes Unrewarded…

04 Friday May 2012

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Goes Unrewarded…

The song of a hummingbird in Spring,
Sometimes goes unrewarded…
The fragrance of flowers.
Sometimes goes unrewarded…
Continue reading →

Long Time Ago…

03 Thursday May 2012

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Long Time Ago…

I have almost  forgotten my dreams.
My dreams were as golden as the sun
But now a dark wall rose in front of,
My dreams and me. Continue reading →

Clinging to life…

03 Thursday May 2012

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Clinging to life…

My eyes are still waiting for you.
My sinking breath,
And my million tears.
Locked in a cage of thoughts, Continue reading →

Moment Of Silence and You..

03 Thursday May 2012

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Moment Of Silence and You…

The silence creeps in my room,
As I lay and wonder under my covers.
I stare in my dark room,
All I hear is my deep breath. Continue reading →

Dark Soul…

03 Thursday May 2012

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Dark Soul…

Confused between the truth and lies,
I walk slowly alone on this road.
I hear my own footsteps,
I can hear my heart beat and my soul, Continue reading →

In You I See Myself…

03 Thursday May 2012

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In You I See Myself…

I am all  covered by your love divine,
As beautiful symbol of love an architect fine.
You will find peace in here…
Talk to me, I can still hear. Continue reading →

Shoo Shoo Shoo…

03 Thursday May 2012

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Shoo Shoo Shoo…

I am standing here at the ocean edge,
Watching the waves wash my silky feet.
Brought back beautiful memories,
Have been here so many times. Continue reading →

By My Side…

02 Wednesday May 2012

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By My Side…

My mom I disappointed you many times,
And went astray.
You always pointed me in the right way,
Never sorry I could say. Continue reading →

Never or Ever?…

02 Wednesday May 2012

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Never or Ever?…

The month of May is here.
The nights are still, sweet and clear.
Blossoming flowers on the trees.
Honeysuckle taste the flowers so sweet,
Glory falls on them on quiet feet,
But missed me… Continue reading →

Tears of Love…

02 Wednesday May 2012

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Tears of Love…

Shattered into pieces.
It’s too bad and unfortunate
That things didn’t turn the way,
We promised hugs and kisses. Continue reading →

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