• About Me…
  • As The Moon Shines…
  • Meaningless Love…
  • My Horse My Best Friend…

Soul Reader

~ A journey of emotions…

Soul Reader

Category Archives: Despair

Now Why Would You?

07 Friday Dec 2012

Posted by pimminag in Death, Despair, Fantasy, Love, Relationships, Self Reflection, Spiritual

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

again, come, courage, everyone, excuse, gone, grave, love, name, poem, poetry, talking, tears, time, waited, why, wipe, world, would

Jack Tweed released

Jack Tweed arrives to lay flowers at the grave of his late wife Jade Goody, at the Parish Church of St Thomas, in Upshire, Essex. PRESS ASSOCIATION Photo. Picture date: Friday May 29, 2009. The widower of the reality TV star was released today following a 12-week jail sentence after being convicted of assaulting a taxi driver. See PA story SHOWBIZ Tweed. Photo credit should read Dominic Lipinski/PA Wire


Now why would you come to my grave?
And why would you complain that I didn’t call you?
And why didn’t you make any excuse now
For not talking to me?… Continue reading →

Will Leave Alone In Silence…

04 Tuesday Dec 2012

Posted by pimminag in Death, Despair, Love, Passion, Relationships

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

alone, breath, down, hands, journey, listen, made, missed, play, poem, poetry, prepared, pushed, silence, smacked, stillness, stopped, threw, time, tore, world

Will Leave Alone In Silence…

Time threw me down,
When you pushed me away.
Time stopped there for me,
When you smacked my hand away. Continue reading →

Moments From Past…

04 Tuesday Dec 2012

Posted by pimminag in Despair, Fantasy, Love, Relationships, Self Reflection

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

again, alone, contented, each step, family, forgetting, happiness, have, heart, helped, life, past, poem, poetry, strong, taught, today, togetherness, touched, tough, values

Moments From Past...

Moments From Past…

Forgetting my past,
I moved on in my life…
Made my family,
With what I had today… Continue reading →

Moments Bringing In Tide…

04 Tuesday Dec 2012

Posted by pimminag in Despair, Fantasy, Love, Passion, Relationships

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

change, comes, confused, dazed, despair, everlasting, every, friend, handle, happen, hear, helpless, leaving, life, listen, miss, moment, morning, poem, poetry, still, tide, true

Moments Bringing In Tide...

Moments Bringing In Tide…

Every small moment changes your life,
Things happen and they come like a tide.
In life they come when you least expect them,
Making you so helpless and you cannot handle them. Continue reading →

Buried Dreams…

04 Tuesday Dec 2012

Posted by pimminag in Despair, Fantasy, Love, Self Reflection

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

again, anyone, buried, contend, dreams, end, feet, find, freedom, heart, hurt, kept, looks, mean, open, pain, poem, poetry, see, seemed, share, stay, strong, tears, thought, walked, walking

W

Buried Dreams…

Through this cobbled road of life,
I walked with sore feet and in pain.
With a hope to find my way soon,
I feel I lost my way again… Continue reading →

Mom I Miss You…

02 Sunday Dec 2012

Posted by pimminag in Death, Despair, Fantasy, Love, Mother, Relationships

≈ 7 Comments

Tags

abyss, child, face, hug, mom, mother, once, poem, poetry, robs, sinking, smile, strength, twisted, ways

Mom I Miss You...

Mom I Miss You…

Mom I did not know I will lose you,
Never realized how will I live without you.
No one is my guiding light to guide me from here,
Where will I go now from here I have no clue. Continue reading →

The Nights So Silent And So Quiet…

01 Saturday Dec 2012

Posted by pimminag in Despair, Fantasy, Love, Passion, Relationships

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

bright, eyes, inner, kohl, light, moon, night, poem, poetry, ran, read, silver, sky, through, voice

The Nights So Silent And So Quiet...

The Nights So Silent And So Quiet…

The kohl ran through my eyes,
Making my night so dark…
The nights so silent and so quiet,
No words spoken… Continue reading →

The Light Across The Horizon…

30 Friday Nov 2012

Posted by pimminag in Death, Despair, Fantasy, Love, Nature, Relationships, Self Reflection

≈ 1 Comment

Tags

across, away, bring, cold, darkness, dreams, hatred, horizon, illusions, land, light, love, ocean, poem, poetry, reality, warmth, world

The Light Across The Horizon…

The light across the horizon,
Far away…
Over the land and the ocean.
A light of warmth and hope… Continue reading →

My Soul In Dark…

29 Thursday Nov 2012

Posted by pimminag in Despair, Love, Relationships, Self Reflection

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

became, behind, bluff, cry, dark, desire, emptiness, every, happiness, inside, leaving, leveled, lie, live, love, once, play, poem, poetry, priority, quiet, reality, return, soul, word

My Soul In Dark…

It is so dark and so quiet…
But still can hear the emptiness inside.
Lost my heart some place…
Which once with me use to reside. Continue reading →

Masking My Feelings…

29 Thursday Nov 2012

Posted by pimminag in Despair, Fantasy, Love, Passion, Relationships, Self Reflection

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

alone, anguish, face, fake, feelings, life, lonely, mask, pain, perfect, poem, poetry, rivers, scars, shivers, soul, sparing, tears, trace, ugly, valley, world, wretched

Masking My Feelings…

As ugly as it can look…
Walking with a mask.
I hide my feelings…
With this mask, Continue reading →

Loss Never Leaves You The Same…

28 Wednesday Nov 2012

Posted by pimminag in Death, Despair, Love, Relationships, Self Reflection, Spiritual

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

end, eyes, jump, knows, leave, life, loss, love, near, never, obstacles, poem, poetry, respect, reverse, shed, soon, strength, tears, things

Loss Never Leaves You The Same…

With the loss in your life,
Your life seems to pause.
Making life hard for you,
Adding obstacles in your way. Continue reading →

Crowned With His Grace…

27 Tuesday Nov 2012

Posted by pimminag in Despair, Fantasy, Love, Passion, Relationships, Spiritual

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

back, bright, cry, down, friend, friends, future, know, like, looked, love, loyal, move, poem, poetry, relations, send, sky, wanted, way, years

Crowned With His Grace…

Few years back we met as friends,
God wanted us to be faithful till the end.
Crowned with His grace,
He looked down upon us… Continue reading →

A Journey From One End To The Other…

15 Thursday Nov 2012

Posted by pimminag in Despair, Love, Nature, Relationships, Self Reflection

≈ 4 Comments

Tags

always, another, baby, caring, children, day, deserve, die, door, dragged, face, found, graduated, hardships, knows, life, listened, love, loving, men, one, parents, passed, poetry, questioning, sarcifice, seeing, smile, sorrow, start, strife, thought, time, way, wife, woman

A Journey From One End To The Other…

Listened to my parents,
I married too young in life.
I was coached to be always,
A caring and loving wife. Continue reading →

Thoughts Vault In My Heart…

12 Monday Nov 2012

Posted by pimminag in Despair, Love, Passion, Relationships, Self Reflection

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

bed, empty, everyday, fault, feelings, head, heart-broken, hold, holding, inside, myself, poem, poetry, times, touch, vault, wonder

Thoughts Vault In My Heart…

Feeling so low like everyday,
My head is so empty in every way.
Eyes got tired to throw myself in bed,
Just wondering on so many things unsaid… Continue reading →

Dreams So Tender Like Roses…

10 Saturday Nov 2012

Posted by pimminag in Despair, Fantasy, Love, Nature, Relationships

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

attached, away, come, dreams, forget, forgotten, fragrance, honesty, inside, knowing, made, pain, picking, poem, poetry, promises, prove, roses, scattered, seldom, stay, tender, true, virtue, words

Dreams So Tender Like Roses…

Like so many thorns attached to the roses,
The dreams carry a lot with them too.
They seldom come true,
And the dreams just remain the dreams…

Many words and promises made,
Are said and forgotten.
We forget what and whom we say,
Knowing they are not there ever to stay…

Thinking honesty will prove its virtue,
I opened my heart to you.
But instead I filled your heart with sorrow,
Giving you pain that turned your heart away…

Leaving me with all the scattered thorns,
Bleeding while picking them,
I still have those red roses inside me,
So tender sweet and full of fragrance…

© 2012 Pimmi Nag

Like A Wave I Come And Go…

08 Thursday Nov 2012

Posted by pimminag in Death, Despair, Fantasy, Love, Nature, Relationships

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

abyss, cold, colors, come, corp, feet, go, look, ocean, poem, poetry, shape, space, speak, spoken, touch, unattractive, voice, wave, waves, words

Like A Wave I Come And Go…

Like a wave I come and go,
Offered all my pain to the ocean,
Which I could not hold…
A corp so unattractive, Continue reading →

Fingers Of Time…

06 Tuesday Nov 2012

Posted by pimminag in Despair, Love, Relationships

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

covering, dead, dream, end, hours, old, pass away, poem, poetry, sleep, spent, story, tender, years, youth

Fingers Of Time…

The dream of youth…
Will pass with tender years,
Fading in the past…
Like the sun sinks to sleep.
The fingers of time will write a new story,
As I shall pass away from your life.
The hours we spent together,
Will be forgotten covering like dead.
Times loves a new lay,
As the old one comes to an end…

 

© 2012 Pimmi Nag

As Easy It Was For You…

05 Monday Nov 2012

Posted by pimminag in Despair, Friendship, Love, Relationships

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

abandon, bad, distant, easy, friendship, good, hard, ignore, love, memory, poem, poetry, remember, through, times, wish

As Easy It Was For You…

I wish it was that easy for me,
As it was for you…
To ignore our friendship and love,
As easy it was for you… Continue reading →

Love Is Always To Stay…

31 Wednesday Oct 2012

Posted by pimminag in Despair, Love, Relationships

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

always, away, behind, change, darkness, denial, desires, dies, love, mind, never, poem, poetry, push, stay, walls

Love Is Always To Stay…

 

Behind those walls,
Where the darkness falls…
I see you in denial,
Of your desires… Continue reading →

A Journey On A Path Blue…

25 Thursday Oct 2012

Posted by pimminag in Despair, Fantasy, Love, Passion, Relationships

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

eternal, fear, feel, fills, journey, late, lonely, much, path, poem, poetry, shades, started, tears, thoughts

A Journey On A Path Blue…

To look for eternal love…
I started my journey with hopes and faith.
Lost in the chamber of thoughts,
I feel may be it is too late. Continue reading →

Shattered Love…

23 Tuesday Oct 2012

Posted by pimminag in Despair, Fantasy, Passion, Relationships

≈ 2 Comments

Tags

alive, broken, die, dream, forever, life, live, looking, love, loving, lucky, made, meant, moments, pieces, poem, poetry, small, thought, wind, words

Shattered Love…

My love was not just a dream,
It was love that made me alive.
Your words of attitude finished all,
And left me all broken here to die. Continue reading →

Empty Soul…

23 Tuesday Oct 2012

Posted by pimminag in Despair, Love, Passion, Relationships

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

bet, easy, empty, forever, from, gave, guilt, life, love, memory, misery, much, poem, poetry, promised, rest, shredding, sitting, taking, through, without, wonder

Empty Soul…

Sitting here in shock…
I really wonder how you do it?
Hurting me so much…
How you can sit without a guilt? Continue reading →

Time Speaks In Silence…

22 Monday Oct 2012

Posted by pimminag in Despair, Fantasy, Friendship, Love, Passion, Relationships, Self Reflection

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

beautiful, discouraged, everyday, fighting, first, frustrations, hours, know, limitations, long, longer, met, poem, poetry, regrets, silence, stronger, together, would, wrapped


Time Speaks In Silence…

It was beautiful when we first met
In this journey of no regrets…
Rolled together on the path of flowers,
Talking everyday for hours… Continue reading →

A Promise To You Of Mine…

11 Thursday Oct 2012

Posted by pimminag in Despair, Fantasy, Love, Mother, Passion, Relationships

≈ 4 Comments

Tags

arms, body, breathing, bright, change, cheeks, come, feeling, into, last, lightning, love, piercing, poem, poetry, promise, soul, sunshine, tears, thousand

A Promise To You Of Mine…

How this tender soul be in such a pain?
My love, wipe your tears off your cheeks,
Come in my arms and I will absorb…
All the pain of your fragile soul.

Your tears create a lightning in my body,
Piercing my soul and feeling thousand needles.
My breath stops weakening me…
As if I am breathing my last.
Come to me In my arms…
I will change your darkness of night to a bright sunshine,
If only you trust me, It is a promise to you of mine…

 

© 2012 Pimmi Nag

A Walk To Different Direction…

04 Thursday Oct 2012

Posted by pimminag in Despair, Love, Passion, Relationships

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

bunch, could, cringing, direction, erased, looked, memories, perfection, poem, poetry, promises, quietly, really, road, same, silence, sitting, time, walk, worth, your self

A Walk To Different Direction…

Sitting here in silence…
What are you thinking?
The love came to you so quietly,
Bringing you to a new world. Continue reading →

It Wasn’t Love For You…

03 Wednesday Oct 2012

Posted by pimminag in Despair, Friendship, Love, Relationships

≈ 4 Comments

Tags

became, belong, blame, complain, day, everything, heart, love, never, night, poem, poetry, somehow, sudden, thought, tough

It Wasn't Love For You

It Wasn’t Love For You…

I never thought you will complain…
Why I am running after you?
All of a sudden every talk now burdens you.
A heart so soft once became so tough… Continue reading →

Every Night And Day…

29 Saturday Sep 2012

Posted by pimminag in Despair, Fantasy, Love, Relationships

≈ 2 Comments

Tags

blue, candle, cheers, close, dances, darkness, day, delight, diminishing, eyes, flickers, joyous, light, made, night, poem, poetry, same, see, sight, soul, sunlight, toes, way

Every Night And Day…

You lit this candle,
And now it burns…
Like a flame in my heart,
My soul dances.. Continue reading →

Behind A Dark Wall…

28 Friday Sep 2012

Posted by pimminag in Despair, Fantasy, Love, Relationships

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

across, always, away, badly, behind, believe, break, burst, can, care, crushed, dark, every, found, give, go, happiness, harsh, knife, life, like, little, living, lonely, pierce, poem, poetry, single, someone, soul, stabbed, thing, through, thrown, trash, twisted, wall, which, words

Behind A Dark Wall…

This lonely soul always…
Got misunderstood and pushed away,
A piece of crap thrown away like trash.
Every thing that I say… Continue reading →

Invisible Love…

26 Wednesday Sep 2012

Posted by pimminag in Despair, Fantasy, Love, Passion, Relationships

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

bottled, clue, feeling, forever, happen, hidden, inside, love, melted, opening, poem, poetry, should, silently, soul, started, touched, you

Invisible Love…

I have no clue when it started,
And how it ever happen…
Your name silently whispered,
Melted my heart and touched my soul. Continue reading →

Crumpled Heart…

21 Friday Sep 2012

Posted by pimminag in Death, Despair, Love, Relationships

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

bleeding, crossed now, crumpled, dead, earth, feel, fun, harsh, heart, hold, leaf, limits, mingle, more, poem, poetry, relation, sight, soon, sore, soul, words

Crumpled Heart…

With crumpled heart and a sore soul,
Like a foolish I played a lengthy role.
Today I feel you make fun of me,
And dancing on my bleeding soul. Continue reading →

Destiny Holds…

19 Wednesday Sep 2012

Posted by pimminag in Despair, Love, Nature, Passion, Relationships, Spiritual

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

cold, flower, grow, hands, hard, holds, instead, long, looking, mysteries, n=hand. poetry, nature, palm, road, snow, tired, treacherous, unraveling, walking, way

Destiny Holds…

On this treacherous road I am walking,
Unraveling the mysteries of this life…
In the cold and dead winter out of snow,
Trying hard to make a flower grow… Continue reading →

This Time…

17 Monday Sep 2012

Posted by pimminag in Despair, Love, Relationships

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

became, breeze, eternal, fool, harsh, heart, pain, poem, poetry, proclivity, rained, reality, time, tore, touched, you

This Time…

I felt the breeze that touched you and,
Came to me so cold this time…
You became so harsh with words,
That tore my heart this time… Continue reading →

Your Presence…

09 Sunday Sep 2012

Posted by pimminag in Despair, Fantasy, Love, Self Reflection

≈ 4 Comments

Tags

blossomed, close, dark, days, despair, essence, feels, foot, fragrance, have, heart, long, nights, poetry, since, steps

Your Presence…

This heart is so sore, cannot even cry,
Like the road so lonely without a passer-by.
Like blossomed flowers without any fragrance,
My days are dark and  my nights are long, Continue reading →

The Mist…

07 Friday Sep 2012

Posted by pimminag in Despair, Fantasy, Love, Passion, Relationships

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

again, astray, bad, cleared, cold, deeper, dreams. word, harsh, head, hold, mighty, mist, mountains, poetry, pure, reality, soft, suddenly, today, treasure, warm, winds

The Mist…

The mist I had in my head  was cleared away,
The tide rose high and washed all my dreams away.
I woke up today, my body was so cold,
Once again no dreams, just reality to hold. Continue reading →

Nothing Left To Lose…

07 Friday Sep 2012

Posted by pimminag in Despair, Fantasy, Love, Passion, Relationships, Self Reflection

≈ 3 Comments

Tags

bore, bruised, climb, find, huge, inseparable, listen, lost, make, mate, neverm steep, pain, poetry, slip, smooth, soul, start, times, wall

Nothing Left To Lose…

They started off as,
Two inseparable soul mates.
When one whispered in his heart,
The other listened and felt. Continue reading →

So Still, So Alone…

07 Friday Sep 2012

Posted by pimminag in Despair

≈ 4 Comments

Tags

alone, despair, dream, nightmare, pain, poetry, sad, sleep, strain, suffer, vision

So Still, So Alone…

The week started ugly,
Downright torturous and scary.
Nightmares came sweeping my brain,
A cold night of shower, thunder and rain,  Continue reading →

Depth Of Despair…

07 Friday Sep 2012

Posted by pimminag in Despair, Nature

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

dark, depth, despair, love, optimist, pain, play, poetry, rain, world

Depth Of Despair…

Standing alone in jumbled thoughts,
Sharing my secrets with Almighty.
I want Him to end this bitter pain,
Momentarily relief like a pleasant rain. Continue reading →

Vulnerable Me…

07 Friday Sep 2012

Posted by pimminag in Despair, Friendship, Love, Relationships

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

afraid, even, fall, feelings, go, keep, love, more, need, poem, poetry, rejection, same, should, told, trusting, vulnerable, wish, with, you

Vulnerable Me…

I wish I was not vulnerable,
To fall in love with you…
And even if I did,
I should have kept that to me… Continue reading →

The Truth Doesn’t Exist…

06 Thursday Sep 2012

Posted by pimminag in Despair, Friendship, Love, Relationships

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

alone, believe, day, despair, doesn't, everyone, excuses, get, inside, leave, life, list, one, poem, poetry, realize, side, stay, truth, walk, your

The Truth Doesn’t Exist…

Alone as I am, I know will leave alone,
Everyone will betray you and will leave one day.
The truth that we believe in…
Is actually a lie and it doesn’t stay. Continue reading →

Like A Candle I Am Going To Melt…

06 Thursday Sep 2012

Posted by pimminag in Despair, Love, Passion, Relationships

≈ Leave a comment

Tags

bleeds, body, burst, come, crumbled, darkness, day, felt, final, knew, knife, led, loke, love, never, pain, poem, poetry, sky, slash, soaring, sorrow, veins, waiting, whole, words, world, worse

Like A Candle I Am Going To Melt…

My sorrow is soaring to the sky,
And my whole world crumbled down.
Your words like a sharp piercing knife,
Bleeds my veins to burst my heart. Continue reading →

← Older posts
Newer posts →

Buy my latest book

Heart In A Cocoon Book
Soul Reader Book
Shine On Award

RSS Feed RSS - Posts

Enter your email address to follow this blog and receive notifications of new posts by email.

Join 358 other subscribers

Soul readers

  • 119,071 readers

Categories

  • Christmas (2)
  • Death (70)
  • Despair (514)
  • Family (118)
  • Fantasy (628)
  • Father (11)
  • Father;s day (1)
  • Friendship (298)
  • Love (985)
  • Mother (187)
  • mother's day (4)
  • Motivation (9)
  • Nature (283)
  • Passion (597)
  • Racism (5)
  • Relationships (835)
  • Self Reflection (215)
  • Spiritual (171)
  • Uncategorized (63)
  • Violence (2)

again alone always around away beautiful breeze bright care close clouds cold come dark darkness day deep desire despair dream dreams emotions eyes face feel feelings flowers fragrance hands happiness heart hold hope inside journey know life light long lost love memories mind moon mother nature never night pain passion poem poetry rain silence sky smile soul stars strong sun tears things thought thoughts time together touch true voice walk warm way words world you

Recent Posts

  • Walking Through The Lavender Fields…
  • Flowing Creek
  • Walking Parallel With Nature
  • Radiant Creature’s Flight…
  • Living With Nature…
  • The Burning Fire
  • Hope…
  • It Is Just Fall…
  • Waves Of Emotions…
  • Across The Sunset…
  • Nature’s Delight
  • The Golden Horizon.
  • Autumn Spirit…
  • Mesmerizing Naked Trees…
  • Listen To Me…

Archives

  • April 2021 (3)
  • December 2020 (1)
  • November 2020 (3)
  • October 2019 (1)
  • May 2018 (21)
  • March 2018 (3)
  • February 2017 (1)
  • January 2017 (1)
  • November 2016 (1)
  • July 2016 (4)
  • June 2016 (11)
  • May 2016 (3)
  • April 2016 (9)
  • March 2016 (3)
  • February 2016 (2)
  • January 2016 (3)
  • October 2015 (1)
  • September 2015 (1)
  • May 2015 (1)
  • March 2015 (1)
  • January 2015 (2)
  • December 2014 (1)
  • November 2014 (2)
  • September 2014 (2)
  • August 2014 (4)
  • July 2014 (2)
  • June 2014 (4)
  • May 2014 (5)
  • April 2014 (4)
  • March 2014 (7)
  • February 2014 (8)
  • January 2014 (2)
  • December 2013 (1)
  • November 2013 (3)
  • October 2013 (2)
  • September 2013 (4)
  • August 2013 (8)
  • July 2013 (15)
  • June 2013 (16)
  • May 2013 (31)
  • April 2013 (16)
  • March 2013 (22)
  • February 2013 (15)
  • January 2013 (52)
  • December 2012 (67)
  • November 2012 (17)
  • October 2012 (32)
  • September 2012 (49)
  • August 2012 (93)
  • July 2012 (116)
  • June 2012 (183)
  • May 2012 (250)
  • April 2012 (167)

Blog at WordPress.com.

  • Subscribe Subscribed
    • Soul Reader
    • Join 358 other subscribers
    • Already have a WordPress.com account? Log in now.
    • Soul Reader
    • Subscribe Subscribed
    • Sign up
    • Log in
    • Report this content
    • View site in Reader
    • Manage subscriptions
    • Collapse this bar
 

Loading Comments...