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Silent Black Night…

30 Wednesday May 2012

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dark, moon, night, poetry, shinning, silver, smoke, stars, whispers, wondering

Silent Black Night…

Today I see the sky so dark…
I hear the whispers of the moon,
Asking the stars to come out soon.
But the whispers are faded in the sky, Continue reading →

Parched Face…

29 Tuesday May 2012

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aware, clouds, dancing, depart, face, lips, rain, silence, soul, tears, thr, wear

Parched Face…

Rain rain on my face,
Dancing on my lips,
Breaks all the silence of my soul…
Hiding all my tears, Continue reading →

Life Immortal…

29 Tuesday May 2012

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coming, disappear, goes, instincts, ocean, poetry, prints, shore, smell, stop, time, toes, waves

Life Immortal…

I follow the smell of the ocean,
Could not stop my instincts…
I can feel the sand,
Playing in between my toes, Continue reading →

Where Is My Home?…

29 Tuesday May 2012

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accept, affection, alone, blessed, bricks, cares, ending, family, four, home, hurts, love, mournful, name, poetry, wait, walls, want

Where Is My Home?…

I sit here and ponder on my fate,
My wait has become a never ending wait.
All now left is my mournful life alone,
Everyone left me one by one… Continue reading →

How I Felt…

29 Tuesday May 2012

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blue, felt, flirt, hurt, loved, memories, pain, poetry, prayed, rain, support, thinking, true, wanted

How I Felt…

Going through the memories ,
I am thinking …
How I use to support you when you were blue.
How when no one loved you I loved you true. Continue reading →

Different World…

29 Tuesday May 2012

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away, contentment, happiness, joy, pain, poetry, screamimg, sins, wings, world, wounds

Different World…

What a life it would be in a different world…
Away from the mortal world of sins and pain,
Far beyond the thick clouds away from despair.
Where no one wounds your soul on wings, Continue reading →

I Lost Her Hand…

29 Tuesday May 2012

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air, around, birds, dreams, fragrance, lost, mountains, near, poetry, soar, wild, wings, within, woven

I Lost Her Hand…

Me and my mom were just taking a walk holding hands,
Suddenly the winds blew wild and  I lost her hand…
Now alone here I am lost in this world and strand.
Its been long I am waiting for her, that she is gone… Continue reading →

I Set You Free…

28 Monday May 2012

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I Set You Free…

It has been long I have been calling you,
You do not care as you never bothered.
All my letters sent to you were not answered,
But now getting tired of all, I know I will not be heard. Continue reading →

Marks Of Love…

28 Monday May 2012

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around, divine, drop, face, feel, ground, heart, lose, marks, pain, poetry, rain, soul, sun, sunshine, touches

Marks Of Love…

In this rain when I look up in the sky,
The rain touches my soul and I am high.
I feel blood gushing to my face,
The world around me fills with music. Continue reading →

Last Season…

27 Sunday May 2012

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cast, clouds, dark, every, fight, last, long, look, night, poetry, season, walk, way

Last Season…

Every night looks like last night,
The world seems to end fighting time.
Every season seems to be the last,
The sky would not be blue… Continue reading →

Silence Between…

27 Sunday May 2012

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hide, living, pain, petals, poetry, rain, see, silence

Silence Between…

Living with so much pain,
Having no hope of rain..
I lost my color and glow,
Losing all petals slowly now. Continue reading →

Lost Home…

27 Sunday May 2012

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alone, face, fluffy, home, poetry, rocking lost, vast, wrapped

Lost Home…

Vast sky wrapped me,
In those fluffy clouds.
Giving me a new face…
The winds spin me in the air, Continue reading →

Hold My Hand Dad…

27 Sunday May 2012

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decision, guise, hard, hold, journey, know, poetry, understand

Hold My Hand Dad…

Hold my hand dad…
So many things I don’t understand.
I get confused, no where to turn,
To make a decision I like to learn. Continue reading →

Ladder Of Life..

27 Sunday May 2012

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anything, back, childhood, climbing, days, down, fun, kept, ladder, look, pleasure, poetry, priceless

Ladder Of Life..

Kept climbing the ladder of life,
Left all the years passing by.
When I turn my back and look down,
I get those distant memories now. Continue reading →

Steps Echoing…

24 Thursday May 2012

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desire, doomed, doubt, echoing, hopes, mist, moon, poetry, shed, sky, stars, steps, sun, tears

Steps Echoing…

I can hear my steps echoing today,
Every step crushing the beat of my heart.
Sun was lost in the mist when he was gone,
In the sky the moon and stars do not shine upon. Continue reading →

Heart Would Never Be Heard…

23 Wednesday May 2012

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birds, drain, eyes, happiness, matched, missing, own, pain, poetry, songs, stabbing, understand, words

Heart Would Never Be Heard…

I am missing those two eyes,
That matched my own…
My heart filled with sorrow,
I am in a world unknown. Continue reading →

Wandering…

22 Tuesday May 2012

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anywhere, face, forever, reflection, seize. poetry, somehow, wandering, within

Wandering…

Wandering in and out,
Wandering here and there…
I cannot find you anywhere.
This search is going to be forever, Continue reading →

A Mirage…

20 Sunday May 2012

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giving, illusion, life, living, mirage, page, passion, poetry, sharing, through, true, wilderness

A Mirage…

I was living in wilderness of passion,
Had closed the door to my heart.
By the grace love came through,
It was not true knew who? Continue reading →

Set My Sails…

19 Saturday May 2012

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away, ever, find, going, grow, heart, here, high, just, looking, might, ocean, poem, poetry, reflection, rippling, sails, scare, set, standing, starlit, think, vast, wanted, you

Set My Sails…

I have set up my sails,
To face the high tides.
You wanted me to go away,
Now I am rippling away from you, Continue reading →

Silence Around Me…

19 Saturday May 2012

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broken, change, days, nights, painful, same, silence

Silence Around Me…

I looked up raising my eyes,
My days and nights were all the same.
Days are dark and nights even darker,
Cannot make my broken heart understand. Continue reading →

Dreams Under The Wings…

19 Saturday May 2012

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birds, breath, breathe, cold, days, dreams, eyes, gone, make, nights, pain, poetry, quiver, singing, tears, under, wings, without moon

Dreams Under The Wings…

The thoughts of you are with me,
Every breath I take you breathe within me.
With you everything is gone…
The days light without the sun, Continue reading →

I Was Able To Survive…

19 Saturday May 2012

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able, crazy, end up, height, madness, myself, others, poetry, restricted, wanted

I Was Able To Survive…

Although never was able to say so many things,
And kept them all into my heart…
Although never was able to see,
But have a desire some places to be. Continue reading →

Will See Time To Come…

19 Saturday May 2012

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back, come, compassion, hug, lesson, poetry, share, some, time, touch, warm

Will See Time To Come…

Just sit back and watch…
Life has no meaning.
A warm hug or a warm touch…
Sweet words or a lesson taught. Continue reading →

Life Imprisonment…

19 Saturday May 2012

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bars, eyes, flies, imprisonment, iron, lashes, life, pain, poetry, sad, still, time

Life Imprisonment…

Sad as anything she was,
Still not knowing the cause.
She opened her sad eyes,
Hoping through them the pain flies. Continue reading →

My Voice Insight…

19 Saturday May 2012

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blue, choice, feeling, not, poetry, right, seem, thriugh, time, true, waiting, within

My Voice Insight…

The time was not right,
Things went out of sight.
I still hear his voice…
Do I have a choice? Continue reading →

World Of Opinions…

18 Friday May 2012

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beliefs, bother, churning, close, deep, disbeliefs, doors, grief, knowing, live, lose, love, opinion, pain, peace, poem, poetry, restless, sometimes, soul, time, unrecognised, world

World Of Opinions…

We live in a world of opinions,
Some beliefs and some disbeliefs.
Time comes when we cannot control our anger,
The anger keep churning inside and we live in grief. Continue reading →

Will Never Rain Again…

16 Wednesday May 2012

Posted by pimminag in Despair, Self Reflection

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defeated, emotions, ending, hatred, heart, lived, meadows, poetry, tears, under, years

Will Never Rain Again…

I thought came with a very heart,
It has been long from my family I part.
Now in self hatred and drowning in tears,
I realized it has been twenty five years. Continue reading →

Day After Day…

16 Wednesday May 2012

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book, cold, cot, could, getting, hot, looked back, mountains, move, poetry, read, struggle, time, trapped, walk

Day After Day…

I was trapped like a prisoner by the time wall,
Kept running round and round without any fall.
Never looked back, left all behind,
Climbed the mountains with struggle, Continue reading →

Wasn’t The Love For Ever…

15 Tuesday May 2012

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Wasn’t The Love For Ever…

Those emotional moments…
I gave my heart and soul to you.
Unknowingly that you just like me,
But don’t love me too. Continue reading →

My Crown Of Pain…

15 Tuesday May 2012

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My Crown Of Pain…

It was a time you said I am your sunshine,
I bring you happiness and that you are mine.
Holding a flower every morning you said ” hello”
It was always same sunshine flower yellow. Continue reading →

If Only You Had Patience…

15 Tuesday May 2012

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If Only You Had Patience…

When I gave you my heart it was full of love all red,
But when you returned it was all tarnished and black.
It blossomed in the early last Spring,
Looks like you do not even remember a thing. Continue reading →

First Love…

14 Monday May 2012

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about, deep, difference, distance, every, hopes, hurt, letting, lost, love, poetry, seedling, songs, sprout, suddenly, talk, voice

First Love…

I took it out on me every time I was hurt,
When my hopes were gone…
Why did s seedling of love sprout?
I kept it within not letting it out, Continue reading →

Like Ones…

14 Monday May 2012

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after, answers, because, brings, close, come, deceit, deserved, glad, happy, hesitated, lies, loving, many, mean, meant, meet, my, only, other, poem, poetry, pure, start, together, yourself

Like Ones…

I got my answers today at last,
Why you hesitated to come to me.
Why there were so many lies and deceit,
Because your new love you did meet. Continue reading →

Desire Buried So Deep…

14 Monday May 2012

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Desire Buried So Deep…

Never have I seen you and met you,
But still I feel I am close to you.
With every tear I shed I feel the warmth of you,
Time passes by with the same warmth nothing new. Continue reading →

Illusion Of Love…

14 Monday May 2012

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Illusion Of Love…

It surprises me how are you able to do it,
Hurting someone and just lay back and sit on it.
Not to have a single feeling of guilt in your heart,
And so easy to say go your way now we part… Continue reading →

It Broke My Heart…

14 Monday May 2012

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It Broke My Heart…

It broke my heart to see you let me go,
All this time you love me I really thought so.
Now I feel it was never meant to be true,
For you it might be not worth going through. Continue reading →

Time To Come…

14 Monday May 2012

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Time To Come…

Everything has fallen apart,
No way to mend this heart.
Everyday I get up thinking it is a new day,
Every time it ends up in a mournful way. Continue reading →

Life Without You…

14 Monday May 2012

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deep, desire, hello. whispered. silent. blanket, here, lost, middle, poetry, quiet, shiver, there, voice

Life Without You…

Last night was a very quiet…
I was in blanket tucked tight,
A chill in the air woke me middle of the night.
As good as the room was… Continue reading →

Gone Away…

12 Saturday May 2012

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future. cheeks, good, never, picture, poetry, tears, today, way, weeks, wondering

Gone Away…

Looking at your picture,
Just wondering now…
Why you couldn’t,
Be part of my future… Continue reading →

Unreasonable Fights…

12 Saturday May 2012

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beautiful, dreams, eyes, face, laughter, nights days, poetry, race, screams, turned, worldlt

Unreasonable Fights…

That was some pretty face with beautiful eyes,
Full of glitter and some wishful dreams, a bit over size.
It did not last long that glow on her face,
When she got tired of this worldly race, Continue reading →

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