Gone Away…
Looking at your picture,
Just wondering now…
Why you couldn’t,
Be part of my future. Continue reading
Gone Away…
23 Saturday Jun 2012
Posted in Despair, Love, Passion, Self Reflection
Category Archives: Despair
The Cruel Nature…
23 Saturday Jun 2012
Somewhere There…
23 Saturday Jun 2012
Posted in Despair, Fantasy, Self Reflection
The Silver Dessert…
21 Thursday Jun 2012
Posted in Despair, Love, Passion, Relationships
Tags
angel, blind, crossed, dessert, dreams, fragrance, golden, life, live, magical, poetry, rest, rose, silver, stories, untold, wild
The Silver Dessert…
In your love I crossed the seven seas,
I came on a silver dessert under the sun gleams.
Your love pulled me into this new world,
A place where the stories are untold. Continue reading
Lost My Own Existence…
21 Thursday Jun 2012
Posted in Despair, Fantasy, Love, Relationships
Journey With Spirits…
19 Tuesday Jun 2012
Posted in Despair, Love, Passion, Relationships
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bold, cherish, close, cold, come, every, fall, grew, heart, journey, love, memories, poetry, spirit, started, told, unreal, warm, way
Journey With Spirits…
It looks so unreal but it is true,
I can still recall how it started…
Even thousand miles we were apart,
It took us no time to come close in hearts. Continue reading
Your Reflection In Every Tear…
19 Tuesday Jun 2012
Posted in Despair, Love, Passion, Relationships
Your Reflection In Every Tear…
I feel the things are falling apart at the seams,
Each time you ditch me and coming back to me.
I walk with sore eyes and in them carry only one dream,
My angel, my love will one day be with me. Continue reading
Fight Without Flaws…
19 Tuesday Jun 2012
Posted in Despair, Love, Passion, Relationships
Friend Till The End…
19 Tuesday Jun 2012
Posted in Despair, Love, Relationships
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back, believed, end, fall, friend, instead, left, looked, poetry, stick, straight, thought, took
Friend Till The End…
I believed in best friend till the end.
A road together so straight without any bend.
But I was mistaken with my this belief,
You never stick together instead you left. Continue reading
Never Gave It A Thought…
18 Monday Jun 2012
Posted in Despair, Love, Relationships
Between Time And Memories…
18 Monday Jun 2012
Posted in Despair, Love, Relationships
Tags
between, cry, feelings, fresh, journey, memories, minutes, myself, notes, owe, pictures, poetry, reading, worthwhile
Between Time And Memories…
The journey between the time and memories,
Is way too long…
This is all I have to take all by myself,
Reading few love notes and going through the pictures. Continue reading
God Chooses The Best…
18 Monday Jun 2012
Posted in Despair, Fantasy, Love, Relationships
God Chooses The Best…
There is no other who is so close to me,
After mom left us alone I feel more close to you.
Little fights here and there and lies ever told,
The truth is you are for me and I will be for you. Continue reading
Beauty Under The Eyes…
18 Monday Jun 2012
Posted in Despair, Fantasy, Self Reflection
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beauty, eyes, generations, heart, mind, mornings, poetry, prepared, rape, scar, screaming, starving, sweet, torture, under, unspoken, volcanoes
Beauty Under The Eyes…
The beauty under the eyes saw from generations,
Minds starving and hysterically naked.
Snatched their innocence and sweetness,
Left them trembling like a sunset in a mess. Continue reading
You Are The Only One…
18 Monday Jun 2012
Posted in Despair, Love, Passion, Relationships
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always, before, eyes, feelings, felt, heart, love, never, one, only, part, peace, poetry, someone, touch
You Are The Only One…
Your one touch created these feelings in my heart,
It was never before I felt this thirst before you part.
This is the first time I lost my heart to someone,
Oh God I am in love for the first time with the only one. Continue reading
Moments Of My Past…
18 Monday Jun 2012
Posted in Death, Despair, Love, Relationships
Tags
close, every, eyes, God, grant, heart, inside, love, memories, now, poetry, smile, son, spirits, time, today, united
Moments Of My Past…
Today I have dug my memories deep inside me,
All got lost but beautiful family moments to be.
Cherished your company when you played with our son,
Our first love when we were united as one. Continue reading
Between The Sun And The Moon…
17 Sunday Jun 2012
Posted in Despair, Fantasy, Love, Self Reflection
Tomorrow Will Be Just Another Day…
17 Sunday Jun 2012
Posted in Despair, Love, Mother, Relationships
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another, blue, breeze, close, ears, face, missing, poetry, relation, start, tomorrow, touch, writing, years, you
Tomorrow Will Be Just Another Day…
Tomorrow will be just another day,
Even though it will not start with me.
I still wish you tons of hugs and kisses,
Not the sun and the moon will be missing. Continue reading
Sumo On My Chest…
16 Saturday Jun 2012
Posted in Despair, Fantasy, Love, Passion, Relationships
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back, between, chest, comfortable, dark, delight, golden, granted, instead, journey, mighty, pass, patches, poetry, slowly, sorrows, stepped, sun, thinking, walking
Sumo On My Chest…
Walking in the dark with Sumo on my chest,
God gifted me with a friend which was the best.
Her love came to me as patches in my life,
Each mend my sorrows and fears into delight. Continue reading
Life Moves On…
16 Saturday Jun 2012
Posted in Despair, Self Reflection, Spiritual
Tags
again, always, artificial, breaking, complicated, dismay, happiness, nothing, others, path, pave, poetry, rules, satisfaction, shackles
Life Moves On…
I always lived a life for others,
Now I want to redo all in my life.
With the eye’s blink I want to change all,
Instead of dismay want to find happiness. Continue reading
Tears Changed…
15 Friday Jun 2012
Posted in Despair, Passion, Self Reflection
Me Unknown…
15 Friday Jun 2012
Fragrance Of Mercy…
14 Thursday Jun 2012
Posted in Despair, Fantasy, Love, Relationships
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cheeks, childhood, courage, deep, depth, dreams, drop, ends, eyes, flowers, forehead, friends, gold, hopes, kissed, looking, non, poetry, pure, rain, rolles, rose, shower, shun, Spring, spun, surrounded, twinkling, warmth
Fragrance Of Mercy…
I never knew when I was last surrounded with friends,
Alone from childhood till now alone my life ends.
I see others have family and friends but I have non,
Gathering courage tried to be friendly with some but was shun. Continue reading
My Life Uncertain…
14 Thursday Jun 2012
Posted in Despair, Love, Relationships
Nowhere On This Earth I Belong…
14 Thursday Jun 2012
Posted in Despair, Love, Relationships
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belong, brought, confined, cozy, disrorted, freedom, nowhere, poetry, stage, strength, sudden, trapped, went, wisdom
Nowhere On This Earth I Belong…
I feel like confined and trapped in a cage,
A cage don’t even know when was it made.
I feel I lost all my wisdom and strength,
All of a sudden I do not know where it went.
Continue reading
The Story Lost…
12 Tuesday Jun 2012
Posted in Despair, Love, Relationships
Silence Behind The Door…
12 Tuesday Jun 2012
Silence Behind The Door…
There is so much silence on the other side of the door,
Knocking again and again doesn’t work any more.
It makes me feel so numb inside wondering at the door,
Why my voice cannot verbalize my emotions anymore. Continue reading
Picture Smeared…
12 Tuesday Jun 2012
Posted in Despair, Love, Relationships
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cleared, drained, dreams, echoed, escaped, found, future, hope, looking, painted, picture, poetry, scope, smeared, years
Picture Smeared…
Looking at the past I found things so foggy and smeared,
The time echoed and leaving my mind drained and cleared.
After this fight my life as if came to a standstill with no hope,
Everything escaped from my hands with no further scope. Continue reading
Silent Destiny…
11 Monday Jun 2012
Small Hand Print Holding Your Hand…
11 Monday Jun 2012
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along, breaking, bunch, heart, house, leaving, memories, moved out, poetry, print, tears hand, things
Small Hand Print Holding Your Hand…
Today my first son moved out of the house,
Little I cared to clean his room ever.
But today looked into all his things,
A lot of memories were brought in. Continue reading
Unexplained Things…
08 Friday Jun 2012
Posted in Despair, Self Reflection
Tags
alone, changes, despair, forget, matter, memories, mourn, poetry, relations, things, unexplained, wonder
Unexplained Things…
I wonder few things are unexplained and very strange…
We cry when we miss someone,
And we cry when we meet some one after long…
When we are in despair we feel we are alone, Continue reading
Voice Unheard…
07 Thursday Jun 2012
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astray, circulating, deserted, gifted, heard, loneliness, ocean, pain, poetry, round, seems, somehow, unheard
Voice Unheard…
Loneliness circles me and I go astray,
I am walking round and round all alone.
The road seems to be very long and deserted,
The ocean is so silent with waves not heard. Continue reading
Wedding In A Black Gown…
06 Wednesday Jun 2012
Posted in Death, Despair, Love, Relationships
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about, appreciate, blue, body, cancer, choose, cold, color, eyes, heart, hospital, hues, poetry, second, shades, talking, tears
Wedding In A Black Gown…
I met him in the hospital in a cancer ward,
A person so nice and good at heart.
It could be when you see the death so close,
You love yourself and appreciate things you hold. Continue reading
End In One Glance…
06 Wednesday Jun 2012
Posted in Despair, Fantasy, Relationships
Buried Dreams…
05 Tuesday Jun 2012
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beats, changes, dreams, fists, hands, heart, hold, pain, poetry, shattered, slipped, tight, unrealistic, wrapped
Buried Dreams…
Few dreams I had wrapped in my lashes,
And hide them in my eyes and buried in my heart beats.
May be they were a bit over-size and unrealistic,
Tried my best to make them alive but never could. Continue reading
The Thought To Lose You…
05 Tuesday Jun 2012
A Pit Of Darkness…
03 Sunday Jun 2012
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anywhere, away, color, darkness, deserted, everywhere, flower, loneliness, loses, music, pit, poetry, sea, silent, sky
A Pit Of Darkness…
Loneliness sets a very deserted scene,
It messes up your daily routine.
Loneliness is all you see everywhere,
No music and no color anywhere. Continue reading
Heart That Sang Alone…
02 Saturday Jun 2012
Sea Of Poverty…
02 Saturday Jun 2012
Posted in Despair
Her Flowered Gown…
01 Friday Jun 2012
Tags
away, black, colors, eyes, faded, flowered, gown, living, looking, poetry, serenity, today, wear, white
Her Flowered Gown…
Her flowered gown was all white today,
All the colors of the flowers were faded.
It was time when all the colors she would wear,
They got all washed now in her tears. Continue reading
Lost Emotions…
01 Friday Jun 2012
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