16 Monday Jul 2012
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cracked, dusty, empty, feet, flipped, hard, heart, know, lived, matter, never, numb, pages, poetry, road, shown, somewhere, take, thinking, vigorously, walk, words
So far you have lived in my…
Numb words, dusty pages, and my empty heart.
I thought you would like to read…
The story of my life, and my empty heart. Continue reading
16 Monday Jul 2012
Posted in Despair, Fantasy, Love, Nature, Relationships
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beauty, bloom, bold, cheeks, confined, delivers, domain, friendship, grows, heartbeats, hiddden, hold, kind, love, mind, needs, pain. silently, passion, path, poetry, power, rhythms, rose, rosy, silently, softness, such, tremendous, within, wrath
It is all hidden in one Rose…
Love, friendship, grief and pain.
From a little seed it blooms silently,
All passions in one domain. Continue reading
14 Saturday Jul 2012
Posted in Despair, Love, Nature, Relationships
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again, cheeks, crystals, decayed, depression, fades, grass, ice, know, loud, pain, poetry, rain, shards, thunder, wash
I wonder about this pouring rain,
Looks like it is shedding all it’s pain.
As restless as I am in my dark room,
The sky is loud with thunder again and again. Continue reading
13 Friday Jul 2012
Posted in Despair, Fantasy, Love, Relationships
13 Friday Jul 2012
Posted in Despair, Love, Passion, Relationships
13 Friday Jul 2012
Posted in Death, Despair, Love, Passion, Relationships
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alive, anything, because, broken, cannot, deserve, dying, heart, keeping, leaves, looking, never, people, poetry, seen, someone, tears, trying
It is such a big lie when people say,
” Time is a big healer”
Because it will never heal my heart.
It is not a lie… Continue reading
13 Friday Jul 2012
Posted in Death, Despair, Love, Relationships
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changed, created, despair, destroy, distance, feel, felt, gone, heart, heaven, love, only, poetry, seems, tears, wonder
Tunnel Of Distance…
I wonder if anyone felt like me when all is gone,
The way I feel with broken heart,
And in pain you cannot carry on…
Your life seems to finish and you want to die, Continue reading
12 Thursday Jul 2012
Posted in Despair, Love, Passion, Relationships
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again, before, comprehend, eyes, floor, fought, hazel, hell, hurt, know, meaning, nightmare, pain, pass, poetry, residing, strong, times, wait
Once again I got badly hurt,
Living in pain and residing in hell.
The truth masked with lies,
A nightmare I live every day and night. Continue reading
12 Thursday Jul 2012
Posted in Despair, Friendship, Love, Relationships
12 Thursday Jul 2012
Posted in Despair, Love, Relationships
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always around, around, break down, building, can, confines, express, feelings, hear, keep, mind, poetry, promise, tears, tell, thoughts, voice, wall
Its my thoughts that I keep in my mind,
My feelings not shared with anyone I hide.
Because I do not find words to express,
My voice you cannot hear that I can tell. Continue reading
11 Wednesday Jul 2012
Posted in Despair, Love, Relationships
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cedar, emptiness, face, glow, hangimg, living, makes, nothing, pale, pictures, poetry, quiet, road, room, silence, sitting, staring, through, wall
Sitting in my room I see the cedar,
Blocking my view from the window.
Same silence on the road in front of it,
Filtered rays of the sun through cedar, Continue reading
11 Wednesday Jul 2012
Posted in Despair, Love, Relationships
11 Wednesday Jul 2012
Posted in Despair, Love, Relationships
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around, bright, disappeared, dreams, endless, fell, gone, lost, moon, poetry, scattered, shine, silver, stars, suddenly, words
The silver light disappeared suddenly,
Making the night sky so dark.
The moon in the sky so bright was gone,
Making me happy everyday it use to shine upon. Continue reading
11 Wednesday Jul 2012
Posted in Despair, Love, Passion, Relationships
11 Wednesday Jul 2012
Posted in Despair, Love, Passion, Relationships
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apart, cold nights, darkness, despair, emptiness, love, poetry, shiver, speechless, stars, thought
Tonight disconnected with the rest of the world,
My mind is blank and the body is so numb.
It is so familiar the darkness around me,
The emptiness now doesn’t scare me. Continue reading
10 Tuesday Jul 2012
10 Tuesday Jul 2012
Posted in Despair, Love, Relationships
08 Sunday Jul 2012
06 Friday Jul 2012
Posted in Despair, Love, Passion, Relationships
04 Wednesday Jul 2012
Posted in Despair, Self Reflection
04 Wednesday Jul 2012
Posted in Despair, Relationships
04 Wednesday Jul 2012
Posted in Despair, Love, Passion, Relationships
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choice, day, give, loud, miserable, night, people, poetry, resembles, single, sound, think, thoughts, voice, walk, wrapped
Your Voice…
I find people so loud, voices that sound loud,
My head started spinning round and round.
My mind is wrapped with your thoughts,
A voice I hear within me, it resembles your voice… Continue reading
03 Tuesday Jul 2012
Posted in Despair, Fantasy, Self Reflection, Spiritual
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another, cloud, clouds, confused, dream, giving, hopes, kept, like, looking, lost, make, passed, perplexed, place, poetry, road, sides, signs, telling, true, walking, wandering, white
Like a wandering cloud,
I was lost to find my way.
The strong wind kept pushing me,
From one place to another. Continue reading
02 Monday Jul 2012
Posted in Despair, Love, Relationships
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again, deceiving, despair, discovered, heart, highlights, hope, hurt, late, painting, poetry, scars, soul
I no longer believe,
I no longer trust..
I fall down each time,
He has to be harsh with me, Continue reading
02 Monday Jul 2012
Posted in Despair, Love, Passion, Self Reflection
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bend, create, each, fed up, game, getting, insane, poetry, pushed, putting, ride, side, struggle, take, tempest, time, times, trapped, wonder
I am getting fed up of this rat race,
Being pushed each time on the side.
Thinking I am out of my mind,
And take me for a ride… Continue reading
01 Sunday Jul 2012
Posted in Despair, Love, Passion, Relationships
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companion, darkness, descending, dreams, familiar, good, hand, land, mistakes, over, path, poetry, quest, road, roses, seems, someone, sorrows, supportive, throughout, walked, wounds
It seems someone walked over,
My path of roses and crushed them.
All my dreams and desires were put to rest,
And they remain elusive throughout the quest. Continue reading
01 Sunday Jul 2012
Posted in Despair, Friendship, Love, Nature, Passion, Relationships, Uncategorized
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ago, could, falling, good, hands, holding, left, love, ocean, pain, poem, poetry, rain, stop, tears, time, walked, washes, within
It is good the rain doesn’t stop falling,
It washes my all the pain and tears.
Which my love left within me…
We walked in the rain long time ago, Continue reading
01 Sunday Jul 2012
Posted in Despair, Fantasy, Love, Passion, Self Reflection
01 Sunday Jul 2012
Posted in Despair
28 Thursday Jun 2012
Posted in Despair, Passion, Self Reflection
28 Thursday Jun 2012
Posted in Despair, Nature, Passion, Self Reflection
27 Wednesday Jun 2012
Posted in Despair, Love, Passion, Relationships
27 Wednesday Jun 2012
Posted in Death, Despair, Love, Relationships
25 Monday Jun 2012
Posted in Despair, Fantasy, Love, Passion, Self Reflection
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bleeding, blooming, bruised, cup, Daisy, drop, every, flowers, fragrance, gather, hands, heart, melody, music, poetry, Poppy, precious, prison, roses, singing, soothe, sore, strings, throat, together
Oh! bleeding heart of mine…
Sore and all bruised,
Hurt and so misused.
Like to soothe you,
But my throat is so sore… Continue reading
24 Sunday Jun 2012
Posted in Despair, Friendship, Passion, Self Reflection, Spiritual
24 Sunday Jun 2012
Posted in Death, Despair, Love, Relationships
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betrayel, bitter, cold, dead, everything, forgotten, imprisoned, infinite, know, poetry, ready, soul, spun, story, trapped, web
Imprisoned, trapped and my soul stripped…
A day of infinite pain and bitter cold
Like a fool believed all the lies you told.
Now you say sorry for what you have done, Continue reading
24 Sunday Jun 2012
Posted in Death, Despair, Relationships
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blame, circles, eyes, flame, forget, heart, immence, love, night, passed, poetry, shattered, weep
The night passed by staring into the flame,
Was it my immense love or patience to blame?
My soul was sore and my heart was torn apart,
Everything shattered with vicious love’s attack. Continue reading
24 Sunday Jun 2012
Posted in Despair, Friendship, Love, Passion, Relationships, Self Reflection
23 Saturday Jun 2012
Posted in Despair, Love, Self Reflection, Spiritual
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clouds, crazy, every, fake, find, happiness, heart, here, myself, night, nightmares, offer, poetry, sane, soul, think, white
Every night I sit on these fluffy white clouds,
Go far in the sky away from these noises loud.
I dream of happiness and I like to be in this place,
Everyone thinks I am going crazy, but I find myself sane. Continue reading
23 Saturday Jun 2012
Posted in Death, Despair, Love, Self Reflection, Spiritual
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