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Category Archives: Despair

Unforgotten Promises…

15 Wednesday Aug 2012

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Unforgotten Promises…

I believed in you all the time,
Whenever you said you’ll try.
But I saw you never tried,
You never wanted to work things. Continue reading →

You Are Hiding In My Dreams…

14 Tuesday Aug 2012

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You Are Hiding In My Dreams…

My eyes got tired of waiting,
You walked right into my soul.
You are living there now from few years…
I can just talk to you as much, Continue reading →

Holding To The End Of The Rope..

14 Tuesday Aug 2012

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agonizing, dark, end, finally, get, hope, inside, long, lose, more, night, pain, passes, poem, poetry, rid, seconds, silence, stop, tick

Holding To The End Of The Rope…

The night passes by in silence
The tick tick of my clock bothers me,
Making my night even more dark and long
This wait , pain inside and tears… Continue reading →

Unheard Cry…

14 Tuesday Aug 2012

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Unheard Cry…

My eyes stilled by the stars in the sky,
My ears hear the swallow’s soft cry.
Someone is out there who can hear their cry,
Looking at them I tried also to give it a try. Continue reading →

My Life… Fiction Or Reality?

13 Monday Aug 2012

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My Life… Fiction Or Reality?

Life is so different from fiction,
Fiction is far from the reality.
Every fiction ends in a happy ending,
But reality faces hurdles one after the other. Continue reading →

The Tears Blind My Eyes…

13 Monday Aug 2012

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The Tears Blind My Eyes…

The years passed by not knowing,
How each tear brought me closer to you.
The only possession I had with me,
Was your smiling face in my heart to reside. Continue reading →

My Grave So Dark And Cold…

13 Monday Aug 2012

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My Grave So Dark And Cold…

I could hold my love in my hands,
As much as it was in my fate.
I would bury my worn out love,
Beneath so deep in the dark. Continue reading →

Hours Will Fade In The Past…

13 Monday Aug 2012

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Hours Will Fade In The Past…

Living with all those painful feelings,
And letting them out with harsh words.
Will change you innocence  to a livelier strain…
I loved your innocence to begin with, Continue reading →

My Love Folded In The Creases…

12 Sunday Aug 2012

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My Love Folded In The Creases…

I will hide my love in my heart,
And my feelings in my eyes
I know my love will not die in there,
And will live there forever and forever. Continue reading →

My Friend Butterfly…

12 Sunday Aug 2012

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My Friend Butterfly…

Not long ago I made a friend with a butterfly,
Beautiful colors and a striking butterfly…
Admired its beauty day and night,
Felt like in heaven with its company by my side… Continue reading →

Between Us…

11 Saturday Aug 2012

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Between Us…

From so far I cannot touch you and feel you,
I cannot hear you and do not know how to tell you.
It seems so impossible that we can be together,
The distance between us is so far as ever… Continue reading →

My Burning Soul…

11 Saturday Aug 2012

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My Burning Soul…

I finally learned how to fight…
Tired, fatigued, and endless holes in life,
I took off to look for a new light.
Holding on to bits and pieces of my body and soul, Continue reading →

Passion Rain…

11 Saturday Aug 2012

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Passion Rain…

This life is so complicated I understand,
Destiny plays all and nothing is in our hands.
It doesn’t make sense of things I may say,
But want to tell you I will love you anyway. Continue reading →

Dying Life Waits…

10 Friday Aug 2012

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Dying Life Waits…

I call for you all day and night,
Looking at the same clouds in the sky…
They roll so quickly over the horizon,
I wonder if they brought my message to you… Continue reading →

Sitting In Emptiness…

10 Friday Aug 2012

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answer, could, eyes, fake, horribly, ignorant, looking, missing, never, now, promises, quiver, sore, thinking, unable

Sitting In Emptiness…

Missing you horribly,
I sit here in emptiness…
How could I fall for you?
I just keeping thinking… Continue reading →

Endless Wait…

09 Thursday Aug 2012

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dark, days, desperately, ears, endlessly, eyes, face, hands, hope, join, long, near, nights, picture, poetry, promising, quietly, right, sense, smiling, telling, time, wait, whisper

Endless Wait…

I can sense you so near me,
Standing and smiling so sweet.
Holding you picture in my hands,
I look into your promising eyes. Continue reading →

I Am Just A Mother…

07 Tuesday Aug 2012

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I Am Just A Mother…

I am just a mother…
I might understand but my heart,
Doesn’t accept sometimes…
You are a young man… Continue reading →

Different World…

07 Tuesday Aug 2012

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Different World…

I still want to know why you part,
Just walk out breaking my heart.
To make you happy I did all I could,
The day I came to know right from start… Continue reading →

I Will Feel For You Till Eternity…

06 Monday Aug 2012

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I Will Feel For You Till Eternity…

I wish you would not cry for me,
When tomorrow you do not see me.
The days will be the same,
The sun, moon, stars and the rain… Continue reading →

Does He Ever Think Of Me?…

06 Monday Aug 2012

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Does He Ever Think Of Me?…

We came to know each other,
I thought it was a purpose behind.
Magnificently shared this time…
Today a drop of tear fell, Continue reading →

Dreams Lost Between Here And Heaven…

06 Monday Aug 2012

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Dreams Lost Between Here And Heaven…

The sun shine on this shadow today,
And it disappeared out of my way.
All the things that I said so far,
Were never being heard ever. Continue reading →

My Love Is Blind…

04 Saturday Aug 2012

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My Love Is Blind…

You have not seen me yet,
But I know you feel me there.
You know your words of love,
Can put a smile on my face. Continue reading →

A True Friend I Have Not Seen…

04 Saturday Aug 2012

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A True Friend I Have Not Seen…

A true friend I have not seen you with my eyes,
But I have felt you in a very special way with my heart.
It is a rare feeling that I share with you,
A great impact on my strength, courage and love. Continue reading →

Stuck In A Vacuum…

02 Thursday Aug 2012

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Stuck In A Vacuum…

What is so new if I thought of you with love
It is a thought I had yesterday, today and will last forever…
Sitting in silence for others, I am busy talking to you in my heart,
Any reason If I can gather which made you leave me and part. Continue reading →

You Released My Endless Pain…

02 Thursday Aug 2012

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You Released My Endless Pain…

Today I will tell you something…
I wish you never have to know this pain.
I will tell you how when your heart breaks,
Your tears never stops and all goes in vain. Continue reading →

Angels Sit With Me…

02 Thursday Aug 2012

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Angels Sit With Me…

I want the angels sit with me,
Hold my hands when I feel alone.
I want they give me my smile back,
As now I buried all my emotions deep. Continue reading →

You Walked In My Life…

02 Thursday Aug 2012

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You Walked In My Life…

You walked in my life,
Like a little snow drop…
As soon as the sun came up,
You disappeared out of sight… Continue reading →

Breaking All The Chains Of Link…

28 Saturday Jul 2012

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Breaking All The Chains Of Link…

It is all the memories I have now,
Some golden moments of life spent with you…
The million tears I cried all nights,
Were for your love which tried to drain my pain… Continue reading →

The Seed Of Love Will Bloom One Day…

28 Saturday Jul 2012

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The Seed Of Love Will Bloom One Day…

Do not think about me as gone away,
Because my journey has just begun.
My life on this earth was just to see facts,
Some realities of live and how people act. Continue reading →

Don’t Let Your Heart Hold Tears…

28 Saturday Jul 2012

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Don’t Let Your Heart Hold Tears…

Your love has made me frail and weak,
The pain lingers to prevent my sleep.
You did, and must do what need to be done,
At last that is what you wanted and the battle you won. Continue reading →

God Set My Soul Free…

28 Saturday Jul 2012

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God Set My Soul Free..

Do not grieve for me, as I am now free,
I am just following the path laid for me.
I took His hand when I heard Him call,
I turned my back to the world and left all. Continue reading →

Love Meant To Be…

25 Wednesday Jul 2012

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Love Meant To Be…

Love how can we love so much and still fight,
And prove each other wrong or right
Let us not live in this stress…
And hold our relation tight. Continue reading →

It Was My Rebirth…

22 Sunday Jul 2012

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It Was My Rebirth…

Every morning I wake up at dawn,
Hoping not to see another broken day.
No matter how hard I try to make things right,
It always ends up at the end of the day into fight. Continue reading →

Today’s Hope My Destiny…

21 Saturday Jul 2012

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Today’s Hope My Destiny…

I was walking so lifelessly and lost,
Without any hopes holding grudges
Today you gave me all the hopes,
My dreams come true at last. Continue reading →

The Worthless Me…

20 Friday Jul 2012

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The Worthless Me…

I find myself so worthlessly pampered,
Living in the fantasies I just cuddled,
The fake affection, those sweet words of love.
Being manipulated time and again, Continue reading →

Shadow Unknown…

19 Thursday Jul 2012

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Shadow Unknown…

Slowly and slowly I am fading away,
Gradually slipping further into unknown.
There will be nothing left very soon,
Will be only a shadow unknown. Continue reading →

Death Rolls Over Me…

17 Tuesday Jul 2012

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Death Rolls Over Me…

Nothing came out of my long wait,
I see now vultures fly over me,
And the dark death in front of my eyes.
I am longing for some fresh air, Continue reading →

My Love Remained Unseen…

17 Tuesday Jul 2012

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My Love Remained Unseen…

My love will remain unseen and unfelt,
As my words could never make you guess.
Never you will feel how much I love you,
And what you mean to me in my life. Continue reading →

Unpainted Bridge…

17 Tuesday Jul 2012

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Unpainted Bridge…

I am tired of running after the time from so long,
The bridge that I tried to paint with my dreams,
It recede in the distance abandoning me in the bosom of dawn…
The rain came too early to wash all the paint of my bridge,  Continue reading →

The Bridge Between Us…

17 Tuesday Jul 2012

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The Bridge Between Us…

I am standing alone here across you,
The bridge between us groans and creaks.
My body is exhausted like this weak bridge,
From fears of losing you and find myself helpless. Continue reading →

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