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Category Archives: Despair

My Life Destiny Holds…

06 Wednesday Feb 2013

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My Life Destiny Holds...

My Life Destiny Holds…

My life started when I born to my parents,
A wonderful child I would be they thought…
Being obedient I did all what I was told,
May be they worked hard to make me to a perfect mould… Continue reading →

As I See You Going…

06 Wednesday Feb 2013

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As I See You Going...

As I See You Going…

As I see you going…
In the silence of dark night,
I am holding you in my heart.
The face has lost its charm and glow, Continue reading →

Black Sun Rays…

05 Tuesday Feb 2013

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Black Sun Rays

Black Sun Rays…

Black sun rays fall upon my soul,
Casting dark shadows there.
Causing it to become withered and grow cold,
My skin starts pealing away. Continue reading →

Lost Love…

04 Monday Feb 2013

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Lost Love

Lost Love…

The story of love started so sweet,
A picture of true love…
Even though we didn’t meet
Time made it grow so strong. Continue reading →

I Ponder Over Love…

01 Friday Feb 2013

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I Ponder Over Love...

I Ponder Over Love…

I ponder over love and wonder,
So unpredictable it is…
Untouched and cold winter field I was,
In hope of a pleasant Spring day… Continue reading →

A Wish I Wish…

31 Thursday Jan 2013

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A Wish I Wish...

A Wish I Wish…

A wish I wish…
I had not wish my life away.
Hours and days of wait,
Looks like it was a waste… Continue reading →

A Trust That Broke…

31 Thursday Jan 2013

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A Trust That Broke...

A Trust That Broke…

A trust that broke,
Shattered was his hope…
He counted on your love and care,
But when he wanted you the most, Continue reading →

The Bullets…

28 Monday Jan 2013

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The Bullets...

The Bullets…

May be I love him so much,
That any harsh word he uses,
Comes to me like bullets..
He says he loves me, Continue reading →

Unpredictable Love…

28 Monday Jan 2013

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Unpredictable Love...

Unpredictable Love…

Love is sometimes not recognized,
Till it slips away…
So unpredictable to see,
It walks out of the door… Continue reading →

Slowly I Am Going Too Far…

28 Monday Jan 2013

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Slowly I Am Going Too Far...

Slowly I Am Going Too Far…

I see you hurt me and ignore my needs,
Not again and again repeatedly please…
Each time I give you another chance,
Without realizing to tell me I make you dance… Continue reading →

Our Eyes Saw Different…

27 Sunday Jan 2013

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cold, dark, different, dim, dreams, feel, fight, forever, frozen, hawk, hidden, love, night, poem, poetry, promises, saw, things, through, toy, treated, two, weak, winds, worlds, yours

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Our  Eyes Saw Different…

Love was not a fight…
It was when I saw things different
And you did not see right…
You did not get my message through, Continue reading →

Swinging On A Trampoline…

26 Saturday Jan 2013

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avoided, brick, chase, complained, family, help, hopes, hurt, look, losing, maze, never, poem, poetry, running, showing, stand, strong, swinging, time, trampoline, wall, wonderful

Swinging On A Trampoline...

Swinging On A Trampoline…

My life have been like a maze,
Running after the missing pieces in the chase…
Fate took me for granted,
For which I never complained… Continue reading →

Spit By The Ocean…

22 Tuesday Jan 2013

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buried, guide, identity, light, ocean, poem, poetry, sand, shape, spit, thrown

Spit By The Ocean...

Spit By The Ocean…

Spit by the ocean,
I feel like that sea shell…
Who lost his own world,
And thrown away with a spell… Continue reading →

A Strong Tree She Was…

21 Monday Jan 2013

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always, cold, every night, feel, forget, friend, gone, greatest, grew, heart, made, matter, moon, pain, poem, poetry, promise, sang, sent, song, soul, strong, sunshine, taught, time, tree, wind, word

A strong tree she was,

A Strong Tree She Was…

A strong tree she was,
In its shade I grew all this time…
From far she always,
Sent me sunshine… Continue reading →

Unworthy Soul…

20 Sunday Jan 2013

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Unworthy Soul...

Unworthy Soul…

Inconsiderate monster…
Was born in my soul.
Frustrated with excuses, and lies,
Coaxing to lose my sweet talk… Continue reading →

You Walked Away…

20 Sunday Jan 2013

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appreciate, away, innocent, knowing, loved, lullaby, poem, poetry, pretend, sleep, sometimes, walked, you

You Walked Away...

You Walked Away…

You walked away,
Watch me cry…
You pretend to be deaf.
Hearing me scream… Continue reading →

When You Ignore Me…

20 Sunday Jan 2013

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bitterness, feeling, further, ignore, inside, life, passing, poem, poetry, salty, slowly, tears, worse

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When You Ignore Me…

The worse feeling ever,
Is when you ignore me…
Walking and passing by was,
A punch in stomach for me… Continue reading →

In Empty Frosty Field…

20 Sunday Jan 2013

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cold, deep, dreams, fading, flame, heart, imprint, out, poem, poetry, strong, wind

In Empty Frosty Field...

In Empty Frosty Field…

Strong cold wind swept me,
Into empty frosty field…
Your love’s warmth in my heart,
I feel is fading out… Continue reading →

A Hope To Be Born Again…

19 Saturday Jan 2013

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A Hope To Be Born Again…

The cold shriveled its heart,
As from greenness it parts…
Going far away from the mother root,
Soon it will be blown into the dust, Continue reading →

The Distance Cannot Measure…

17 Thursday Jan 2013

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The Distance Cannot Measure…

The distance cannot measure,
The tears from my eyes that flow…
How my heart breaks again and again,
It is you who I want that to know… Continue reading →

The Hands That Blessed Me…

09 Wednesday Jan 2013

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beautiful, been, bless, childhood, enlighten, good, hands, heard, known, parents, path, poem, poetry, remember, soft, sometimes, stories, tales, times, walking, wrong

The Hands That Blessed Me...

The Hands That Blessed Me…

A beautiful family that I have known,
Is my grand parents with whom I have grown…
Who sheltered me through out my childhood,
Even at times when I have not been good… Continue reading →

A Few Memories…

08 Tuesday Jan 2013

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A Few Memories...

A Few Memories…

Not that I had a lot of good memories,
But all the few I had they are of you,
And enough for me to carry along…
I would never be able to smile again, Continue reading →

Box Of Memories…

04 Friday Jan 2013

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Box Of Memories...

Box Of Memories…

I opened the box holding all my memories,
The first napkin while having coffee…
The beads bracelet you gave me,
On our first candle light dinner… Continue reading →

You Left Me…

03 Thursday Jan 2013

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You Left Me...

You Left Me…

You left me…
It came to me as a surprise.
Few days I was gone,
And you found someone else on the side. Continue reading →

Lost Your Foot Prints…

03 Thursday Jan 2013

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Lost Your Foot Prints...

Lost Your Foot Prints…

Things are not the same,
Since you left me here in pain…
I look for you going to the places,
Where we went to find your traces… Continue reading →

Through This Journey Alone…

31 Monday Dec 2012

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Through This Journey Alone...

Through This Journey Alone…

All things seems to be in their place,
But I live with the memories on my face…
I thought home is where you raise your kids,
So why did you leave me alone in the mist… Continue reading →

Future Through Shattered Mirror…

30 Sunday Dec 2012

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Future Through Shattered Mirror...

Future Through Shattered Mirror…

Through the shattered mirror,
I see my future road so long…
Why things have to be complicated?
But that is not the fact… Continue reading →

Time Doesn’t Give Us Any Clue…

23 Sunday Dec 2012

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Time Doesn't Give Us Any Clue...

Time Doesn’t Give Us Any Clue…

The childhood days will pass by so fast,
And these days would not forever last,
I had no clue that life would run so fast…
Now I know for nothing is faster than the time. Continue reading →

Constant Play Ended In Time…

20 Thursday Dec 2012

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Constant Play Ended In Time...

Constant Play Ended In Time…

It was a constant play,
In this relationship…
You wanted to be a winner,
Ever since the beginning… Continue reading →

You Made A Wise Choice…

19 Wednesday Dec 2012

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You Made A Wise Choice...

You Made A Wise Choice…

You saw a line in between us,
A line of distance oceans far…
I cannot predict our future,
But know we can write that together… Continue reading →

Only My Journey Alone…

18 Tuesday Dec 2012

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Only My Journey Alone...

Only My Journey Alone…

A dreamer I was but woke up today,
When you told me to go my way…
I must have disappointed you,
For you to change your goals… Continue reading →

Love Faded In The Dark…

17 Monday Dec 2012

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Love Faded In The Dark...

Love Faded In The Dark…

As so perfect in its entity.
Love so true never fades…
It fights all the obstacles,
To survive till the end… Continue reading →

She left Me Alone…

17 Monday Dec 2012

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She left Me Alone...

She left Me Alone…

Like the withered flowers hang their head down,
Crying for the sunshine…
I miss my daughter who played with the dolls,
The little angel of mine… Continue reading →

Dreams Came To An End…

16 Sunday Dec 2012

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Dreams Came To An End...

Dreams Came To An End…

Now I will not ask you to come to me,
You do not have to leave things,
That you always wanted to do… Continue reading →

The Racism Plays With Human Life…

15 Saturday Dec 2012

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The Racism Plays With Human Life...

The Racism Plays With Human Life…

Walking with sorrow and hate,
It is a very sad state…
Carrying racism as a sharp knife,
Killing and playing with human life… Continue reading →

Glimmer Faded In The Dark…

12 Wednesday Dec 2012

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Glimmer Faded In The Dark

Glimmer Faded In The Dark…

Tears falling on my keyboard tonight…
Not tears of longing or sorrow..
But tears of the deepest night..
Looking for a way to explain.. Continue reading →

He Might See…

12 Wednesday Dec 2012

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He Might See...

He Might See…

He might see…
My eyes so deep,
Opening the door to my heart…
My lips like petals so soft, Continue reading →

I Do Not Belong Here…

10 Monday Dec 2012

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I Do Not Belong Here...

I Do Not Belong Here…

Still standing strong and not letting it go,
Holding my hopes when time is running so slow…
I feel a different person now,
With feelings inside me which I never had… Continue reading →

A Piece Of My Life…

09 Sunday Dec 2012

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A Piece Of My Life…

Now since you left me,
I remember all the good times…
No matter how hard I try to move on,
My mind goes back and my heart cries for you… Continue reading →

Smudged Another Clean Page…

07 Friday Dec 2012

Posted by pimminag in Despair, Fantasy, Relationships, Self Reflection

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clean, dark, destroyed, empty, free, look, made, make, notebook, page, peace, poem, poetry, smudged

Smudged Another Clean Page...

Smudged Another Clean Page…

Today I destroyed…
Another page of my notebook.
An empty page so clean and free,
I destroyed it’s peace… Continue reading →

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