Lost Look Till My End…

It was his choice to be unfaithful,
A choice of his to hurt me…
But I still blame myself for all this,
Knowing that I did everything for him,
Always supported him when he was down,
Comforted him and loved him more than myself…
Then why is it after all the lies and deceit I still love him?
No answers are known and no facts can change,
Deep in my broken heart still why I want him to change?
People tell me to love myself instead,
But my life was only with him,
Now all I have is mourning deep inside me,
And a lost look on my face which would remain till my end…

© 2013 Pimmi Nag